8bitbeta

I'm bored....I've been bouning around on livejournal and found a bunch of people on there I used to hangout with in real life and found out the reason why they don't like me no more. I pissed off one friend because I was demanding money he owed me and then I showed up at his house to get some of my stuff and since then he didn't want to be around me. I didn't get my money, but I almost did get stabbed by that fat fuck that night. so since he is also the yenta of the group, he made me look bad. ah well....I left high school to get away from that drama, I don't feel like living it everyday of my life. My last job was worse then high school, and yeah I did tell people off there and called them a bunch of whining bitches and how I don't give a shit about how there pussys hurt. a shop full of middle age male welders is worse then a room full of teenage girls.

Is it just me? did I grow up too soon? or am I just so used to being alone that I really unknowingly just put myself first and not give a shit about anyone else? I dunno...I don't feel like a loser, I just feel like everyone else has problems that I don't want to deal with.

who the fuck knows.....I'm 21 now and I have like what...uh 40 more years to go? I'm bound to meet new people by then...now I just wish I had the job that helped me take my mind off of everything.