88hopesfall

yeah just another day here in Pittsburgh, pa.... oh the joy.. i have never been this bored. i am sure that there is a lot to do around here, but nothing ever presents itself... so, i have been spending most of my time in a coffee shop or 7!! lol but its not really that bad part.. i mean i have gotten a few new tattoos, and started a few new ones and my tattooist is coming up with a gnarly sleve for me, on my right arm, which is cool and i would love to get inked everyday, but i am not that rich!! lol so i need to find new stuff to do all the time. its a little late in the season for doing a whole lot of riding my mountian bike and all i can really do is ride the streets. i love to ride, but the road is not the same as a awsome as trail to ride. i suppose i could always spend more time workin out trying to improve my girlish figure(see pics) lol... maybe i should say screw it, even though the army is still paying me, i should just get a job, for something to do... or restart my cartering business and start cooking private meals again... now thats FUN!! heres how that works... i get the call from a person or small group/party. we talk for a little while discussing everything from what to make, how many people, how many courses, price ranges(they can get high, depending on what they want cooked and for how many) and what not. after the date is set, i start to make my perperations. test cooking, table settings and plateing the food are the hardest and most pain in the ass part of this gig... so when the day comes, i go grocery shopping for all the crap. i show up at the house or where ever the dinner is gonna be, 3-4 hours early, sometimes more, again depending on what i am making and for how many. i make everything from scratch, so it does take a little longer for somethings and i start them the day before. so i do almost everything at the house. after the meal, i also clean everything up as well, donig the dishes, the trash, cleaning the dinning area... everything!!! so it makes for a very long day, but it is really really rewarding in the end of the day... these meals can cost from $200-2700, so yeah... it is a good deal. i get paid to do what i love and i am good at it!! yes i will cook for you all!! lol if you buy the food i wont charge you too cook it!! lol but that is only for SG members!! lol good times...

some more of my own works... enjoy!!!

WHY I CAME

as i walk through the darkness
all i can hear is the ear splitting sound of
silence
it envelopes me
causing me to cry out
shattering the silent serenity
of this darkness
i open my mind
and let the spirits of those
who have gone before me
speak to me

and i realize why i came...

IMAGINATION

was i dumb or was i blind
or did my heart just
lose its mind
but tohave only death
left in this life
and yet have not seen the spell of the things of
beauty
that have been cast out upon us
in silence and serenity
as we are
swept
away into the mysterious world of the
imagination

NEVER ENDING WAR

we beg to barrow; we beg to steal
we beg for love; it seems we beg for hate
everyone trying to flee from their fears
not a single soul stands to comfront their fears
it catches them, enveloping them even as they run from it
tired of running
tired of dieing
suddenly we turn to face this fear
with a new boldness that is wiling
to stand and comfront against
this foe
it is a nameless face that lingers in the mind
tearing us apart from the insyde out

crying out, we sound our battle cry
attacking
slowly our minds will
conforms to our own
this battle we have won
though the war is never ending
in our minds...