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The Brilliant Dance-Dashboard Confessionals

So this is odd, the painful realization that has all gone wrong. And nobody cares at all, and nobody cares at all.

So you buried all your lover's clothes and burned the letters lover wrote, but it doesn't make it any better. Does it make it any better? And the plaster dented from your fist in the hall where you had...
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i hate today. today should be a happy day. today is five years from the day my (ex) boy asked me to be his girlfriend. I was 14 years old and i remember how amazingly happy i was. I thought i was the luckiest girl in the world and it was like i was floating on air. And i continued to float on air for...
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skinindustries:
hopefully soon thanks for caring about me im special love
fragglerocker:
boys are yucky. But please darling dont be jaded as much as it hurts when its over its worth the feeling while your in it. heres a big hug from your internet girlfriend
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i got my job in las vegas...yay ^_^ i will be working as an EMT-intemediate on an ambulance...i cant wait! On the other side of things i am moving 400 miles away from home and i am terrified...so if anyone lives in Vegas and wants an extra friend...let me know!

besides that...i still hate boys. and my heart still needs a band aid. and everything...
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borisboris668:
Actually, they are asking for people to go paramedic for the dept., but I'm not gonna go that way yet. As of now, we're all pretty much EMT-D ( because we use the AED..) but we're taking over the amulances for our area...so that's why they want more medics. Like I said tho', it wouldn't be too cool because then you wouldn't be doing any fire stuff...just all med. stuff, and I'd miss the fire part..ya know? Plus, medic school is hard, and I'm kinda dumb. lol. Vegas tho', that's gonna be fun! Sorry that you hate boys at the moment, but give it a few weeks and you'll be back out there kickin' ass! I swear! Plus, I mean, c'mon, Vegas? lol
dusty:
ooh la la!
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i hate boys...my heart needs a band aid.
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geekygoo:
Whatever happened baby, I'm sorry! frown I went through that anti-boy thing myself, almost went full-on lesbian!
fragglerocker:
boys are lame lets be internet girlfriends biggrin
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all right.....today was not awful....work was actually amzingly easy eeek i dig work when most of my day i goof off, play chess, sleep, and hang out with fun people (well most of them are at least ok people).

1983boy made fun of my dashboard interpretation....so i am no longer interpreting emo (although i know what he was getting at even if i didnt vent it...
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saucissedanseuse:
You play chess on the job? LOL smile

Well, glad to hear that it was a good day for you! hat about today? One more good day? smile

ciao!
p.
zahara:
My paper had to deal assessing distance learning library services. If there was a sleeping emote, it'd go here.
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Ever feel like a song sums you up perfectly? I have been very in-tuned with Dashboard Confessionals lately. I am not sure if it is because i am lonely or having a hard time in school...or if it is because my boy and i are struggling...but i listened to them my whole way home from vegas...and today this one really hit me hard-


Saints And...
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shann71:
Mmmm ice cream! Sure any flavor! wink

Songs that sums me up... first thing that comes to mind is NIN- we're in this together. Best describes the relationship with my husband and I, have been thru mega tough times, but we always end up together. I mean that in a good way! lol

i ve become impossible
holding on to when
when everything seemed to matter more
the two of us
all use . all used and beaten up
watching fate
as it flows
down the path
we have chose

you and me
we re in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow
you and me
if the world should break in two
till the very end of me
until the very end of you

awake to the sound
as they peel apart the skin
they pick and they pull
tryin to get their fingers in

well . they ve gotta kill what we ve found
well . they ve gotta hate what they fear
well . they ve gotta make it go away
well . they gotta make it disappear

the farther i fall . i m beside you
as lost as i get . i will find you
the deeper the wound . i m inside you
forever and ever i am a part of

you and me
we re in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow
you and me
if the world should break in two
until the very end of me
until the very end of you

you and me
we re in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow
you and me
even after everything
you re the Queen and i m the king
nothing else means anything
kinkykurlz:
Oh yeah a couple songs sum me up...but I'd have to so Blind Melon's "Walk" describes me. Hope you are wonderful cuteness!! kiss
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im sick. again. i am so f*cking sick of being sick. This time i have pharyngitis...my throat is so swollen that this morning i couldnt breathe....or swallow my own spit....it was ucky.

on the upside though....my weekend was great. My job interviews went very well! I have to go back to vegas on a monday in the beginning of may to do a skills test...
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oldgreeneyes:
I keep telling myself I'm gonna change, I'm not going to procrastinate, I'm going to study a little every day and I haven't yet. What gives? Ugh!
Pharyngitis? Ouch. Bummer. I'm sorry. I hope you're feeling better! What antibiotic(s) are you taking? if any?
I hope you feel better soon. Hang in there lil tomato! wink
skinindustries:
thank you biggrin
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wow....it has been an interesting week....but mostly in a good way ^_^ I decided that next weekend i am driving to las vegas....i get to visit my boy....and i have a job interview for a lifeguarding position at the bellagio, and if i get it i will be moving on May 23rd. The thought of moving terrifies me....i have always lived in reno/sparks and i...
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zahara:
Thanks for the b-day wishes! kiss
fairygrlz:
Moving will be the best thing you ever do for yourself and if you need any advise just ask me...I moved to a place where I know NO ONE and it has been a huge adventure!!! You really start feeling good about yourself like you can achieve anything...Good luck!
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i am so tired. i am teaching a lifeguard training class that has 11 fifteen year olds, 3 eighteen year olds, and a 22 year old...and the fifteen year olds are wearing me out! but, the class is mostly fun...i like teaching ^_^

besides that nothing is really new. i stopped going to the gym and i need to go back. i want to shoot...
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1983boy:
So, i hope you like that, it isnt exactly how i wanted it... i dunno, i guess i should probubly learn a little more about multimedia art. anyway, i thought you would dig it.
i heart ya'. kiss kiss
kinkykurlz:
Hey cutie! I love the new profile pic! I have some new pics up (from a new psw set0 if you wanna see...hope you are well hun. wink
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Happy Easter!

Today is better than yesterday which is good...unfortunately my boy and i are still not on good terms....and i am miserable without him, and it is even worse since all of this is my fault. it is so hard because i know in every bone and fiber in my body that we are meant to be together, even though we have had a...
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geekygoo:
Happy Belated Easter to you!

I don't know if this makes you feel better or not but two of my ten piercings are rooks. And they hurt so f**king bad!!!!! My nips, which I had done later, were easy too but I had a different piercer that time. He actually helped me out with my ears, giving me a few tips to help them heal faster. He had me pour some sea salt in a dixie cup with some water, swish a Q-tip in the mixture and clean my rooks that way. It worked great!

And I hope things work out better for you in your love life sweetie. smile
dusty:
thank you doll! i love that picture so much i just had to put it up again...and i'll probably do it again...and again...and again...twill be quite fun..haha..