85girl

So its time for my three days off again and i am so bored. I got off at 7am and you would think it would be bedtime right? of course not, at the beginning of my 12 hour shift i was exhausted...and at the end i am wide awake...so five hours after i got off here i am soooooooo bored! my week was pretty good though....i love driving with lights and sirens...it is my favorite lol.....and on a more embarassing note i slipped and fell getting into my ambulance in front of 3 beautiful firemen....they were nice and didnt laugh, too hard lol.

On the more personal end of things....i hate boys, still, but i am at least coping better now i think. Lol...and kelly clarkson is helping me be a boy hater...

Gone

(Written by Kara DioGuardi/John Shanks)
Published by KStuff Publishing (BMI) administered in the U.S. and Canada by ArtHouse Entertainment. Administered outside the U.S. and Canada by EMI Music, Ltd./Dylan Jackson Music/WB Music Corp. (ASCAP)

What you see's not what you get
With you there's just no measurement
No way to tell what's real from what isn't there

Your eyes they sparkled
That's all changed into lies that drop like acid rain
You washed away the best of me
You don't care
You know you did it

I'm gone
To find someone to live for in this world
There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
Just a bridge that I gotta burn
You are wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door
That is just so you
Coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone

Sometimes shattered
Never open
Nothing matters
When you're broken
That was me whenever I was with you


Always ending, always over
Back and forth, up and down, like a roller coaster
I am breaking that habit today
You know you did it


There is nothing you can say
Sorry doesn't cut it babe
Take the hit and walk away
Cause I'm gone

Doesn't matter what you do
It's what you did that's hurting you
All I needed was the truth
Now I'm gone

What you see's not what you get