i am so bored today...and i am not really sure that i have anything to write in here...but like i said, i am bored so i am going to try. please forgive me if it is scattered...my brain doesnt seem to want to make complete sentences or follow one specific thought for too long. hm....lets see, i went to warped tour last week in pamona....and it was awesome....i got to see my fave band, Senses Fail....and the Matches rocked....and i want to practice making babies with the lead singer and the bassist, lol....a school girl crush on a pop punk band ^_^
as far as work goes....i never really noticed how common meth was until i started working here...we pick up tons and tons of people who are on meth....that is so wierd to me...i always thought of it being a white trash drug...but so many people in vegas are on it...and its not just the trashy people. Working in Vegas is definately an experience though...last week we transported the victim of a guy who went on a stabbing spree because he was cracked out and found his wife in bed with another man...so he ran around stabbing people....who does that? yelling and punching stuff probably, divorce definately....but running around stabbing innocent people....welcome to vegas.
as for things on the boy front...i am lonely. My ex is driving me crazy...which isnt hard since i am still in love with him, even though right now i would rather not be becuase i hurt
We are trying to be friends, and i want that so much becuase he has always been such a huge part of my life....i give him credit (and a little bit of blame) for me being the person that i am now. But all of a sudden he is treating me in a very nonchalant manner...and it makes me sad...and i dont know why he is doing it because his attitude has very suddenly changed. Boys are dumb. I wish i was tougher.
see, totally random mood today. On to a happier note, I move into my new place on tuesday....which is awsome....although right now i dont have any furniture...so my room is going to be nakie except for a futon, a little TV and my x-box...i am going to get a love sac at some point though...they are awesome ^_^
wow, i wrote way more than i thought....lol...now i am going to go watch the pacifier....vin diesel is hot
as far as work goes....i never really noticed how common meth was until i started working here...we pick up tons and tons of people who are on meth....that is so wierd to me...i always thought of it being a white trash drug...but so many people in vegas are on it...and its not just the trashy people. Working in Vegas is definately an experience though...last week we transported the victim of a guy who went on a stabbing spree because he was cracked out and found his wife in bed with another man...so he ran around stabbing people....who does that? yelling and punching stuff probably, divorce definately....but running around stabbing innocent people....welcome to vegas.
as for things on the boy front...i am lonely. My ex is driving me crazy...which isnt hard since i am still in love with him, even though right now i would rather not be becuase i hurt
We are trying to be friends, and i want that so much becuase he has always been such a huge part of my life....i give him credit (and a little bit of blame) for me being the person that i am now. But all of a sudden he is treating me in a very nonchalant manner...and it makes me sad...and i dont know why he is doing it because his attitude has very suddenly changed. Boys are dumb. I wish i was tougher.
see, totally random mood today. On to a happier note, I move into my new place on tuesday....which is awsome....although right now i dont have any furniture...so my room is going to be nakie except for a futon, a little TV and my x-box...i am going to get a love sac at some point though...they are awesome ^_^
wow, i wrote way more than i thought....lol...now i am going to go watch the pacifier....vin diesel is hot
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kinkykurlz:
Hey beautiful! I tried to get up with before I left for Vegas. Oh how I wish we could have hooked up!! I will be coming back there at some point. Hope you are great sweety! 
geekygoo:
Big hugs to you! 