85girl

i am in a very strange mood this evening! i am still sick, and i am still sick of school....but i am still desperately clinging to last piece of my good mood. I went tanning and worked out today, i guess that helps too. Plus i am all twitterpated because i get to see my boy in a week from tomorrow, i really dig this guy and since i dont get to see him often enough i get all worked up when i actually get to spend some time with him. Its amazing how after 5 years of on again off again i can still have such a huge crush on him #^_^#

i guess that my only problem is that i fell all lonely and stuff in my own home town. since i started school i have grown apart from most of my friends and all the guys in my class are older than i am and go out all the time and stuff and i cant because i am underage. Its kind of a bummer to not have a lot of friends....i am not digging it. I guess i will have to make more online friends to compensate, although that has been harder than i thought too! i joined psw and i post on the boards and stuff and it seems like no one wants to play with me! Maybe its cause i am too new or havent posted enough sets or cause i am still a little shy or something. I guess it will all just take some time...on the up side though when i go to see my boy i will definately be shooting another set! i had so much fun with my last one that i think this one should be a blast too



I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone