85girl

I am so amazingly bored. I have been all cooped up in my house for two days now since i have the stomach flu still. I am going crazy and none of my friends want to come and play with me since i am sick. Being by myself makes me lonely and miss my boy more....and i feel horrible because today his tummy hurts too. I watched soaps today and enjoyed watching someone elses drama for once, even though it is all so incredibly unrealistic...but at least the boys are cute too

In my day of complete boredom i even applied to be a suicide girl. It was a fun process...unfortunately less than 5 minutes after i sent my app in i got the rejection e-mail. It has kind of burst my bubble. I am a little sad now but i am sure that i will get over it. Maybe i will even reapply at some point. I wonder if they are just not accepting girls right now too, i got the "you lose" letter very quickly....or maybe its just cause i am a bigger girl? i wish they would have given me a reason with the e-mail. i don't know, im not going to dwell on it anymore. in fact, i think i am going to go take a nap...being sick is a great excuse to sleep too much