Thursday Nov 14, 2002

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sorry about the name change
i just don't feel Crusty anymore
isn't that a good thing

i am searching my apartment for my damn book
i have the entire day ooooooff
and i am going to snuggle up with a book
and zenout

heaven
well almost
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throatneedle:
Annie Hall is fucking gorgeous
tryptamine_____:
heh. no shit. i want to write tampon fortunes! never seen 'em anywhere else so perhaps you could start your own...?

palm trees eh? i love the rain a little too much. sunshine is frightening. give me cloudy skies and mystery and people huddled in coffee shops with fogging windows... you can keep the sun.

Thursday Nov 14, 2002

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my roommate called me a ZenHole today. Due to my constant blather about "staying calm, do the right thing it will turn out, just relax, etc." He turns to me as says "Your a Fucking ZenHole!"

we proceded to get laugh our asses off and get drunk as hell watching fight club and playing video games

arn't we sad

well being semi poor in Vegas...
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emily:
i'm drunk,and i'm just an asshole.....

Monday Nov 11, 2002

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listening to Natalie Merchant sing "one fine day" over and over"
my eyes are rotting out of my head
my thoughts are all on Los Angeles
a 24 hour place named the Kettle in Manhattan Beach
a cup of soup
a large ice t
bagel with cream cheese
and a pile of familiar faces
in and out all night

in the next few weeks i've...
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Thursday Nov 07, 2002

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so i say to him
you car was upside down when i got here buddy
and as for your Grandmother
she shouldn't have mouthed off like that
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snow:
man titties.........heheh giggle giggle blush blush.....

man that shit is whack.....yes Tenacious D.....i have a very secret crush on Jack Black, well its not a secret anymore is it!
earplug6947:
ha!
sack o' doorknobs.

Tuesday Nov 05, 2002

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i just stumbled across a cockroach the size of Poland in my kitchen

after much debate ranging from land wars in Asia and how much Cranberry Juice really helps your Kidneys we worked out a truce

i promised to throw a live goat into the kitchen once a week and the roach spared my life


sometimes surviving the day to day
is an accomplishment in...
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jasiri:
damn you crack me up...getting loaded with you would be one hell of a laugh out loud milieu of insanity... glad you were spared...
snow:
an army of massage children........for some reason that reminds me of a very bad/scary B movie from the 70's.
and soon i may be a real SG. woohoo! when i met a bunch of the gals and spooky on tuesday for karaoke, they thought i was super hot stuff. yes not just hot stuff, but super hot stuff. they all wondered why i wasn't a SG yet. so they said ANYTIME i want to do a set i can. i am just scheming and plotting for the right one. biggrin

oh and that doll shirt...it is a dress. so now you can have new dreams with a dress

Tuesday Nov 05, 2002

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new job in 12 hours
the endless circle begins anew

do most people set long term goals?
like in 4 years i want to be....
i would think so
i always seem to TRY and set them
as in the back of my mind
if all the chips fall in the right place i'll do this

do the chips ever fall in the right place?...
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gil:
Your preachin to the quire, brother

Thursday Oct 31, 2002

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i
can't
stop
listening
to
Bruce
Springsteen

help me please
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emily:
eek!!That sux....I'm sorry...really..
jasiri:
if you haven't stopped listening to the 'man' by now, then i don't see how my service would be of any use to you...obviously you're on your own joy ride through hell, and who the hell am i to attempt to try and stop you from your chosen fate????!!!!! hope you are well...fellow mind grater...

Monday Oct 28, 2002

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one fine day
i was wandering naked
looking for everything
but myself
almost a skip
in my step
and a glazed off smile
pasted to my grill
i need shades i thought
it was bright out that fine day
then i caught a glimce
was it in a passing window
was that me
or something else
or just that sun in my eyes
but
easily...
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7o2:
hell yeah Fight Club Marla Singer
yummmmmmmy
snow:
thanks for the NM info......umm I didn't think fat and dumb were an occupation? besides you do not look like you fit either of those categories biggrin

Tuesday Oct 22, 2002

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i spit blood into the sink
it's the day to day
stare into the mirror
my flaws
her flaws
the smell of the average
the nitpick of it all
it's not crashing cars
or cancer
or the bottom
it's the middle
the same sink
the same brush
the same car
the same her
the same
me
that make's it all so fucking hard to swallow
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7o2:
ah i loved Barcelona i was there 3 times in 99
spent quite a few nights in teh Black Sheep bar right off of La Rambla

pitchers of Sangria over and over and over
and next thing you know it's June

yes i stewwwwed about how i could move to Spain, but mine was a more southern plan, Seville or Cadiz. Rota Spain being one of the most beautiful places ive ever been, right on the water, no train stops there. Loved it.
Although im still looking for the perfect place, Rota has a weakness, US Navel base frown it doesnt hurt the look of the town, BUT it hurts the remoteness of it.

sorry i tend to bable on about Spain i love it there

Museo Del Prado in Madrid is unreal and a must see

ok call the airlines
quit the job
pack up my backpack
time to go
jasiri:
i'm with you!!!! and i know the black sheep bar....i used to live just a few little gothic lanes over...ahhhhhhh....sweet memories... i'm driving south baybee, with my new stinkin' tires...for better of for worse i bought the things...now i got to use em'! smile

Tuesday Oct 15, 2002

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oh my

i'd say a year membership was worth it
just for getting an email from Chicago

the thought of her sitting at her computer (eating peanut butter i would hope) typing out an email with my name on it is... how should i say a near Nirvana experience

i may need to light a few buddha candles and listen to strange religious music for...
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jessica:
your 3 favorites are my 3 favorites. Good taste! I wish SGs got to pick 3 too. Booo. Lucky you, e-mail from Chicago!!!!