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NIN - "something i can never have"

i still recall the taste of your tears
echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears
my favorite dreams of you still wash ashore
scraping through my head 'till i don't want to sleep anymore

you make this all go away
you make this all go away
i'm down to just one thing
i'm starting to...
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i am going downhill fast today....

i'm starting to scare myself
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chi:
Same here, same here, and yep...same here. Im not a busy person, I just try to be so I wont think about anything/everything. Today just happends to be an okay day, compared to yesterday and the day before...etc...even though I havent left the house 'cept to go to the store...I like to think that I conceal my depression very nicely. tongue

Sorry that youre feeling shitty though. Seriously. Im never one to know what to say to people to make them feel better...just that living day by day and doing your best to move on from the shit in the past is the hardest...but best thing to do. I do hope you start to feel better, and for more reaons than just wanting to see a cute smile some more... tongue biggrin
chi:
Then you shouldnt have choose to live so far away. tongue (kidding)

Well, If you ever do wanna chat or vent or...whatever...im pretty much always online after 8 every night. You dont have to think twice about messageing me okay? fuk_off_and_die_86 on yahoo. (im invisable the majority of the times)
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i think today might be a good day... i woke up at 6:30 this morning. some of you may say "6:30 in the fucking morning on a saturday? that's not a good thing." well i had stuff i had to do so it was a good thing. i got up checked to see how my fantasy baseball is going (i'm kicking ass) and took a...
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lilmissmorbid:
LMAO
Giving head in a car rules.. Glad your having such a lovely day smile

All is well with my son he came outta surgery fine will be in the hospital for a few more days talk to you more on monday or tuesday.

miao!!
chi:
haha, thats great.

Glad you had a nice day too smile
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This has been the WORST birthday i have ever had... the only good thing (so far) was the basket of goodies VampireKitten sent me (she is the BEST). tonight i am going out w/ my sister for dinner it should be ok but i'm not expecting things to get better.

added note: this will be my 26th birthday without having sex...
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actuallynotyou:
Thanks. I've met you (when you were H8tdByou) at the BBQ meet last year before I moved.
hybridoma:
They are having a hell of an 8th though
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*sigh* frown
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wuvmonki:
Happy Birthday

loveooo aaa
wuvmonki:
You're welcome sweets. I hope you've had a good one so far.

loveooo aaa
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surreal
lilmissmorbid:
Hmmm Not alot to go on with this entry so I'll just say.. Your cute and go about my merry way......


miao!!
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to whom it may concern,

i have been depressed now for most of my life. a year and a half ago i met the woman i love. at the time i did not know i would love her but i would learn. we ended up falling in love but my depresion ruined everything we had. i have a beautiful 5 year old daughter who i...
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narcissus:
I need some interesting way to convey that I am a Sox fan from NY cuz I get this all the time. I've never liked NY teams. Well, if I had to root for a hockey team, it would be the Islanders but not for any reason other than that they're underdogs. I've liked NY coaches - Pat Riley, Joe Torre, but like most things in this world, I would put a [salary] cap on NY. I don't know, NYY never got me into baseball, but BOS did when I was going to school in Boston. They've got heart and they're comedic. Remember when Mo Vaughn was there and chicks from the Foxy Lady used to show up at games? Plus, the bleacher creatures at Fenway are way better. So is Fenway. So are Sox fans - they're like bleeding hearts. One day, we'll have our moment of glory.
Ramble ramble - can you tell I'm procrastinating at work?
narcissus:
hey, thanks! I went to BU for undergrad, and now I'm going to grad school at UC Berkeley for biology. I was planning on moving back to MA afterwards, maybe work there, but now I'm just confused. We'll see, I still have over a year to go here...
I don't have aol, and I do have something on yahoo for fantasy baseball but I'm not sure what it is. You in any of those leagues? Not the one I'm in, for sure, cuz I hogged up a lot of Sox players!
Hey, are you kinda close to the White Mtns? I went up there a couple of times - absolutely amazing. My first hike ever was Tuckerman's Ravine up to the top of Mt. Washington, pretty good for a girl from flat Long Island.
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i'm naked on the internet. go figure... and go look. it's my photoset in big cuddly boys. blush

so as if my life wasn't already the worst it has ever been... today i get fired...
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tattoosandwhores:
You sexy! kiss
mylf:
very nice set!!! biggrin
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i'm naked on the internet. go figure... and go look. it's my photoset in big cuddly boys. blush

i've started cutting my self frown

i wish this (emotional) pain would go away.
woodstock:
Oh, I cannot be the only one. You are totally adorable. kiss

Now stop cutting yourself and feel better. I know, I wish it were that easy. Hang in there. It sounds like there is no where to go but up. smile

Oh, and by adorable. I mean hot. Not adorable like my 3 year old nephew. love

[Edited on Apr 28, 2004 5:07PM]
lilmissmorbid:
I cant stop going back to your set and staring.

love love love love blush love love love

I noticed you like hot wax.. me too. We have so much in common lets get married tongue

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pip:
which pic i can help you out.