did he make you scream last night?
i know we have an understanding but i don't want to fucking know when that shit is going on or hear about it. especially when your drunk and yelling in my ear.
I hate teh way i get sometimes... i hate feeling this way and knowing there is nothing i can do about it. is it justified? do i even have teh right to feel this way? probably not. but no matter how i try to suprress this feeling it won't stop nagging at me.
Quote of the journal:
"Tired Of Sex"
I'm tired, so tired
I'm...
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howdypardner:
Dear fucking cunt,
Let him go. You had you're fucking chance, and do you know what, you blew it, big time. It's not fucking fair to continue to hold on to him and ruin every other chance he has. It's not just about me. . .or maybe it is, but fuckin hell. I don't know you, I don't care to. You could be really sweet, but right now you're pissing me off because you can't let go of the person I care about currently. Do you know what you're doing? You're turning him into you, and it's not fucking right. END THE PATTERN! Love yourself! And quit fucking fishing for compliments! You have a boyfriend fucking cunt. . .go fisihing with him, love him, not your past.
-howdy
Let him go. You had you're fucking chance, and do you know what, you blew it, big time. It's not fucking fair to continue to hold on to him and ruin every other chance he has. It's not just about me. . .or maybe it is, but fuckin hell. I don't know you, I don't care to. You could be really sweet, but right now you're pissing me off because you can't let go of the person I care about currently. Do you know what you're doing? You're turning him into you, and it's not fucking right. END THE PATTERN! Love yourself! And quit fucking fishing for compliments! You have a boyfriend fucking cunt. . .go fisihing with him, love him, not your past.
-howdy
howdypardner:
YOU'RE THE BESTEST EVER!
I have never felt as much liek an asshole as i do right now, or as badly. 
the first person that i actually knew died in this war. granted i didn't know him well but i still knew him and it is still aother life that dubya will burn in hell for.
Quote of the journal:
"Creep"
When you were here before,
Couldn't look you...
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mydogfarted:
Came out on DVD this week. 
junnie:
I fucking love that song! I have it on an old cd from high school! 
I just down loaded it to my Ipod and played it at my photo shoot!
Happy Memorial Day!
I just down loaded it to my Ipod and played it at my photo shoot!
Happy Memorial Day!
Straight A's again bitches. 
Quote of the journal:
"Barroom Hero"
Face down in the gutter won't admit defeat though his clothes are soiled and black,
He's a big, strong man with a childs mind, don't you take his booze away!
He's been at it for years drinking balls and beer he's a hero to most he meets,
But inside he cries black swollen eyes, this...
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crispy:
No problemo. It was fun, wasn't it?
I can't wait to see your pictures.
[Edited on May 25, 2006 1:57PM]
I can't wait to see your pictures.
[Edited on May 25, 2006 1:57PM]
sixothree:
hurray for straight As! i myself got them last semester! what are you going for?
all i want is is someone to hold at night that wants my arms around them and wantstheir arms around me.
Quote of the Journal:
When you were here before,
Couldn't look you in the eyes
You're just like an angel,
your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fuckin' special
But...
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kriss:
again I say.... HER problem... and good ridence, if the girl turns into a bitch, one less journal to keep up with!
Honestly man, life is too short.. dig deeper good ones are out there!
But enjoy life, and family for now
The Mighty KRISS has spoken!
Honestly man, life is too short.. dig deeper good ones are out there!
But enjoy life, and family for now
The Mighty KRISS has spoken!
cest_la_mae:
I want you to notice when I'm not around...
That pretty much says it.
That pretty much says it.
why can't i find someone who likes me for who i am.
Quote of the Journal:
When you were here before,
Couldn't look you in the eyes
You're just like an angel,
your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fuckin' special
But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell...
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kriss:
Sorry babe,
I know you wanted it to work out, this time.
But I tell ya, sounds like it was HER problem not yours.
She is a greedy thing, I guess... you give and
give and get nothing in return. Your mom and dad taught you right, but hers... I guess did not!!
ALways blame the "rents"
know I would hold ya if I were there... but mostly I would kick your ass back out there...
kisses
KRISS
I know you wanted it to work out, this time.
But I tell ya, sounds like it was HER problem not yours.
She is a greedy thing, I guess... you give and
give and get nothing in return. Your mom and dad taught you right, but hers... I guess did not!!
ALways blame the "rents"
know I would hold ya if I were there... but mostly I would kick your ass back out there...
kisses
KRISS
excited.
Quote of the Journal:
Happy birthday.
You're not special.
You're getting older, but not much better.
We just wanted to embarass you.
That's why we're singing this song.
So happy fucking birthday.
You're not special.
You're not special.
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tadzi:
happy belated, dude.
verandi:
hope you enjoyed the rest of your time in boston -- it was great to meet you. now i know you will never forget my name again
happy birthday again!
happy birthday again!
excited.
am i still funny?
Quote of the Journal:
NOFX - "Total Bummer"
Go away, sunny day
Go away, sunny day
All the horny people sitting
In front of their TV and thinkin'
What is wrong with me? I'm not a monster
Why won't anybody fuck me
I don't wanna live life lonely
Why does everyone have to be perfect?
Go away, sunny day
Go...
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junnie:
Hey sexy boy!
evalution:
Hey, what is kriss talking about?! Just a tad curious.... Thanks for the compliments on my set! I love to hear my smile is infectious!
Thanks for the compliments on my set! I love to hear my smile is infectious! uhg. why am i this way. why can't i say what i mean. why do i always have to stumble over my words. why do i always feel liek i am making a fool out of myself. i'm going to be insecure when i see her and it is just going to lead to me not being myself and having less fun than i should...
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graycen:
If you will be under pressure & insecure then why don't you just tell her not to come? Why feel uncomfortable, right? I mean, It would be a shame for you not to have a good time...
Gray
Gray
graycen:
If you WANT to spend time with her then what's the big to do?
I'm sure she wants to come. You invited her to spend a special day with you. She would probably feel VERY badly if you didn't have a good time on your birthday. (Just realize that if she does go she she will probably be very self conscious now, too.) *shrugs shoulders* I guess it is up to you. She's not a mind reader...it's YOUR day.
[Edited on May 06, 2006 1:20AM]
I'm sure she wants to come. You invited her to spend a special day with you. She would probably feel VERY badly if you didn't have a good time on your birthday. (Just realize that if she does go she she will probably be very self conscious now, too.) *shrugs shoulders* I guess it is up to you. She's not a mind reader...it's YOUR day.
[Edited on May 06, 2006 1:20AM]