sometimes i wonder if god (if there is one) is out to torcher me. today when i was getting out of my truck at the trail i ride my bike on a jeep was leaving. in it were two people: my ex and someone i can only assume to be her new boy friend. he waved she wouldn't even look in my direction. i also assume he didn't know who i was and was just being friendly. but i geuss what i'm saying is it was hard enough just imagining him in my head but now i have a picture. one of the reasons i started mt bicking was so i would see her. and maybe she would realize i was changing for the better. but that goes out the window if she has a boy friend who goes riding with her already. i hate being so pathetic and needy but it's so hard being on your own for so many things. HEEELP MEEE!
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so i finally start school in three weeks.... it scares the fucking shit out of me. i'm 27 and just starting college. what if i am a complete failure like i am in every other aspect of my life? i will have wasted all this time i could have been looking for a good job. and believe me i have passed on some good ones just to go to school. i just feel like there is so much weight on my shoulders with work, my daughter, my dad being in the hospital, tacking care of the house and now school. and i have no outlet. no one to talk to. i have even been skiping out on my daily bike rides. i feel like such a lazy fuck. i just wish something would happen to make this all seem a little easier.
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my fantasy football leauge is full sorry to all of those who didn't sign up in time.
BUT i did start a SuicideGirls Fantasy Hockey leauge on yahoo
the ID# is 1283 and the Password is password.
go here to sign up. all are welcome.
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Quote: "people like you because of your qualities. they love you because of your faults."
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so i finally start school in three weeks.... it scares the fucking shit out of me. i'm 27 and just starting college. what if i am a complete failure like i am in every other aspect of my life? i will have wasted all this time i could have been looking for a good job. and believe me i have passed on some good ones just to go to school. i just feel like there is so much weight on my shoulders with work, my daughter, my dad being in the hospital, tacking care of the house and now school. and i have no outlet. no one to talk to. i have even been skiping out on my daily bike rides. i feel like such a lazy fuck. i just wish something would happen to make this all seem a little easier.
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my fantasy football leauge is full sorry to all of those who didn't sign up in time.
BUT i did start a SuicideGirls Fantasy Hockey leauge on yahoo
the ID# is 1283 and the Password is password.
go here to sign up. all are welcome.
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Quote: "people like you because of your qualities. they love you because of your faults."
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he should really ANSWER HIS FUCKING PHONE FOR ONCE!