7deuce

so i finally start school in three weeks.... it scares the fucking shit out of me. i'm 27 and just starting college. what if i am a complete failure like i am in every other aspect of my life? i will have wasted all this time i could have been looking for a good job. and believe me i have passed on some good ones just to go to school. i just feel like there is so much weight on my shoulders with work, my daughter, my dad being in the hospital, tacking care of the house and now school. and i have no outlet. no one to talk to. i have even been skiping out on my daily bike rides. i feel like such a lazy fuck. i just wish something would happen to make this all seem a little easier.

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i set up my fantasy football leauge. i'm going to offer it to my friends first and then to the rest of SG in like a week.

the ID# is 348311 and the Password is: password

i'm also going to start a fantasy hockey leauge as soon as yahoo allows sign ups. i'll post the info here when i do.

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