7deuce

i just got home from taking a ride on my mt. bike. while i was out in the woods i saw another biker. low and behold it was my ex. when i turned around she had stopped so i tried to too. i ditched my bike and got a flat. what i fucking fool i am. she came up to me and asked if i was all right. and i stuttered and stamered my way through the hellos. when i realised i didn't have my pump with me to fix my flat she offered to walk the last 2 1/2 miles with me. we talked about so many things. it was so good to have someone to talk to even if it was just for an hour. i miss her so much. there was once when she was saying that she had a bet with "someone" about who could lose 10 lbs first that i knew she was talking about her bf. but it was nice of her not to say so. it was the best hour of my life in the last year and a half. and then it ended. i don't know if it was worth it because i know tomorrow will be worse than today because i will have her in my head. i love her so much. i just wish there was a way. i geuss the moral of the story is: be careful what you wish for because you just might get it.

and also i am righting this because i am a red sox fan but you do not have to be one to feel for this man. please send all of your hopes and prayers to matt clement and his family. he was hit in the head by a line drive in the third inning of tonight's game.


Quote: "now is the time for me to rise to my feet. wipe the spit from my mouth wipe these tears from my eyes."