ok here is what happened: i had opening day tickets at fenway (red sox) and i had an extra one so i went up to her friday night and was like tomorrow you wanna go to the sox game (the game was supposed to be friday but t got rained out) i have this extra ticket... blah blah blah and she was like sure why not so inside i'm like WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! YES!!!! on the outside i was trying to remain calm so i said cool and was like i'm going to get another beer i'll catch up with you at the end of the night and we'll figure it out... so we dcided to meet and go down at 10 the next morning we did and we got ther and the game had beenpostponed again and we were like wtf but there was another game that night (it was supposed to be a double header) so we new the weatherwas supposed to get better so we got tickets to that game and to pass the time we got some lunch and a few drinks then we found this bowling ally/arcade/pool hall place and went there and had a lot of fun she was smiling (you know that beautiful smile that touches a womans eyes and you just think no matter how beautiful you thought she was before you're like how did i never see that she was THIS beautiful) so we left and went to te ball game and the red sox got ass raped and i was being my boistorous semi roudy fan and sometime she would laugh with me and other times she did not seem impressed but i learned a long time ago i am not going to compromise myself to impress a girl because she needs to like me for who i am not who she thinks i am if you're fake it doesn't work out. so this girl is really sarcastic wich is one of the things i really like about her and i'm not saying i'm good with women but usualy i can pick up a vibe one way or the other an this girl is IMPOSSIBLE to read i don't know if she likes me or just likes to hang out with me. so anyway we got back to concord nh and she saidd thanks and that she had a good time and i told her i really enjoyed spending the day with her and also had a good time and that was it she drove off and i went and got inibriated at my bar because i am evenmore confused now WTF!!!

brookelynne:
i like to visit your journal but your picture always makes me wanna cry and give you some tissues...is that you? how did that happen? poor you...