BOSTON RED SOX 2004 MLB WORLD CHAMPIONS!!!!!!
"john kerry won't be president until the red sox win a world series." - a caller to talk show last year
a bostonian died and went to hell. when he got there satan made him dig ditches in the sweltering heat. satan decided to look in on him after a couple of days. so when he saw the bostonian he was whistling and working away. satan asked, "why are you so happy?" the bostonian replyed, "i worked on the big dig when i was alive and this feels just like a boston summer. it's not that bad." so satan decided to make id cold and wet... and after a few more days satan looked in on the bostonian again and he was doing the same thing... and satan asked again," why are you so happy?" and the bostonian replyed, "this is just like working on the big dig during the fall in boston." satan got so discuraged he made all the mud freez and made it start snowing... and went right away to see how the bostonian was taking it. when he saw him he was jumping for joy and giggling like a little child. and satan asked once again, "why are you so excited now?" and the bostonian said with glee, "hell's frozen over that means the red sox have won the world series!"
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this weekend has been really really hard on me. it is an anniversary of sorts. i did a lot of crying and should have enjoyed the red sox rolling rally a little more. i h8 feeling like this i'm not asking for your pitty i just need to get this off my chest. i will remove this from my journal in a couple of days.
new medication... who knows. they might be working but it could just be that the sox won the world series. i also got homework from my doctor: i'm supossed to get a new shrink.
tell me to call and make an apointment with a new shrink.
the new, new babysitter is ok but i think i liked the other one better.
the pats lost but i think they needed to. they needed to get this streak thing out of their heads.
winning in fantasy football. 4th place and 4th most points scored. Mylf is going down under the mighty force of my t3eam this week.
i still have no heat in my car and it IS cold.
single
dreaming a lot and i never have before. and they are not the good kind.
not really in a good state of mind
got suspended at work again and this time it was honestly BULL SHIT.
want to take a new BCB photoset but i need a photographer.
volunteering at a local soup kitchen.
trying to find meaning in my life.
i need friends who will get me out of the house to do other things than go drink or go to their houses.
tired
love sucks when it's over. and that line: "it's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all" is complete bullshit. but when you are truely in love you wake up thinking of them and live your life for them. you are warm with the thought of them. as if thinking of them is a blanket, a tangible object you can wrap yourself up in. yeah that is what love is... or at least as best as i can explain it
I miss...
*sigh*
"john kerry won't be president until the red sox win a world series." - a caller to talk show last year
a bostonian died and went to hell. when he got there satan made him dig ditches in the sweltering heat. satan decided to look in on him after a couple of days. so when he saw the bostonian he was whistling and working away. satan asked, "why are you so happy?" the bostonian replyed, "i worked on the big dig when i was alive and this feels just like a boston summer. it's not that bad." so satan decided to make id cold and wet... and after a few more days satan looked in on the bostonian again and he was doing the same thing... and satan asked again," why are you so happy?" and the bostonian replyed, "this is just like working on the big dig during the fall in boston." satan got so discuraged he made all the mud freez and made it start snowing... and went right away to see how the bostonian was taking it. when he saw him he was jumping for joy and giggling like a little child. and satan asked once again, "why are you so excited now?" and the bostonian said with glee, "hell's frozen over that means the red sox have won the world series!"
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this weekend has been really really hard on me. it is an anniversary of sorts. i did a lot of crying and should have enjoyed the red sox rolling rally a little more. i h8 feeling like this i'm not asking for your pitty i just need to get this off my chest. i will remove this from my journal in a couple of days.
new medication... who knows. they might be working but it could just be that the sox won the world series. i also got homework from my doctor: i'm supossed to get a new shrink.
tell me to call and make an apointment with a new shrink.
the new, new babysitter is ok but i think i liked the other one better.
the pats lost but i think they needed to. they needed to get this streak thing out of their heads.
winning in fantasy football. 4th place and 4th most points scored. Mylf is going down under the mighty force of my t3eam this week.
i still have no heat in my car and it IS cold.
single
dreaming a lot and i never have before. and they are not the good kind.
not really in a good state of mind
got suspended at work again and this time it was honestly BULL SHIT.
want to take a new BCB photoset but i need a photographer.
volunteering at a local soup kitchen.
trying to find meaning in my life.
i need friends who will get me out of the house to do other things than go drink or go to their houses.
tired
love sucks when it's over. and that line: "it's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all" is complete bullshit. but when you are truely in love you wake up thinking of them and live your life for them. you are warm with the thought of them. as if thinking of them is a blanket, a tangible object you can wrap yourself up in. yeah that is what love is... or at least as best as i can explain it
I miss...
*sigh*
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*hugs* for you. wish i could do more. i cried a bit this weekend too, mostly out of fear. long story. turns out we're both scared...go figure.
my nightmares have started again too. it's not good. i wake up screaming.
if i can find a big enough box i'll ship myself along with yr newspapers. if not, the second that i have time accrued and there's an airfare special to mch i'm there. k?
and that's a funny little joke, too...