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read carefully it gets cunfusing: saturday afternoon my ex-mother in law calls and tells me her daughter/my ex sister in law called to tell her that she had just stopped by my ex wife's (mother of my daughter) house and that there were 15 or so people there and that they were drinking and smoking pot... normally this would not be a problem but my daugher was there at the time. she also told me that there was a guy there that she was affraid might molest alex (my daughter) now i don't know how real this concern was but i felt alex needed to leave that place. so i drove as fast as i could up to her house and barged in and had an awful fight with my ex. my daughter started crying and i realised that this was not good for her and that i needed to get her out of there so we left. i then took alex over to my ex mother in laws house so she would know she was ok and she then told me that my ex had told her that she had been giving alex sleeping pills at nigh to help her sleep. alex has no problem sleeping at my house. and that a doctor had said it was ok. i don't want to bring her back on friday but i'm not sure i have that right. since we have legal joint custody even though i have her durring the week. so i don't know what to do.

new medication... who knows. they might be working but it could just be that the soxs are in the world series.

new, new babysitter is ok but i think i liked the other one better.

sox are in the Series baby... against the cards... this scares me. but we're up 2 games to none so lets go sox!

pats are awesome. 21 in a row BABY!! longest winning streak including post season AND longest regular season winning streak EVER

still no heat in car
it's getting cold

winning in fantasy football. 4th place and 4th most points scored.

single

dreaming a lot
never have before

not really in a good state of mind

got suspended at work again and this time it was honestly BULL SHIT.

want to take a new BCB photoset but i need a photographer.

volunteering at a local soup kitchen.

trying to find meaning in my life.

i need friends who will get me out of the house to do other things than go drink or go to their houses.

tired

that's about it...