7deuce

new medication... who knows. missed my last doctors apointment. going to run out of meds.

new babysitter who i really liked. got sick had to find a new babysitter. WTF!?

sox are in the ALCS... against the yanks... this scares me. as much for the intangables emotion brings as anything else.

pats are awesome. 19 in a row BABY!!

still no heat in car
it's getting cold

winning in fantasy football not this week though.

single

dreaming a lot
never have before

not really in a good state of mind

got the transfer i wanted at work.

want to take a new BCB photoset but i need a photographer.

volunteering at a local soup kitchen.

trying to find meaning in my life.

been emailing my ex back and forth... this is going to go nowhere and i'm going to get hurt. but i can't help it just reading her emails makes me feel at ease. i'm putting my self in a vulnerable position again. you would think i'd have learned.

i need friends who will get me out of the house to do other things than go drink or go to their houses.

played in a texas holdem tournament thursday. i think i've found the one thing i'm good at in life.

tired

that's about it...