7deuce

i get annoyed by people who start talking to you... who befriend you... who you really start to enjoy spending time talking to.... and then just disapear.

its not many people i really enjoy talking to. and when i meet someone like that i like to stay in contact. i am never the one to start talking to a person (because i am just no good at first contact and i don't want to annoy people). but if you start talking to me and we make a connection why just stop talking to me? why ever START talking to me in the first place?

i know this sounds pathetic. it sounds like the typical overbearing personality that peopel are hiding from. i'm not liek that. i probably go overboard when trying to avoid being that way. i'll walk away at the first sign of someone being annoyed with me. but i don't see myself as being someone who is overbearing. but if you are the one to make friends with me... why ignore me saying hello? i'll say hi a couple times without response, then i'm done. but it just confuses me and annoys me as to why people are like this. friendships are precious to me... i am not one to throw them away without reason. why do so many people do so?

p.s. if you think this is aboot you it most likely is not.