DON'T PRESUME TO THINK I WANT OR NEED YOUR HELP OR PITY. YOU HAVE PUT ME IN A VERY AWKWARD POSITION THAT I DON'T WANT TO BE IN. AND BECAUSE I'M A NICE GUY I'M GOING TO GO THOUGH WITH THIS STUID ASS SET UP EVEN THOUGH IT IS THE LAST THING I WANT ON THIS PLANET. I WILL NOT HAVE FUN IT WILL BE COMPLETELY AWKWARD FOR ME. I'D RATHER GO ALONE. I GET THE MESSAGE FROM YOU BUT AGAIN I DON'T NEED YOU TO THROW ME A BONE. THANKS FOR NOTHING. THIS ISN'T FUCKING HIGH SCHOOL. GRRRRRR ROAR!!!11!1
sorry i had to get that off my chest.
i hate being "the friend" that's what happens to nice guys though. god damn why can't being a good person be attractive?
i got a great compliment from one of my professors the other day. i went to her office to get some help understanding my physics. (this is starting to sound like some penthouse forum story) anyway i asked her to go over it with me and i finally got it. then she said: "if you were having trouble with this i'm really worried about how the rest of the class is handling this." it made me smile 
Quote of the Journal "Life goes by so fast, you only want to do what you think is right. Close your eyes and then it's past; (It's the) Story of my life."
also, we'll have to figure out a sox game to go to one of these days. i plan on coming up again sometime soo for a game since they were on the road when i was up here this time
[Edited on Apr 08, 2006 2:02PM]