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i think
i'll just shut up for awhile

yeah right
it's the only relief i get
hoping that you'll come here
stick a fork in me
and tell me
i'm done
that person does not exist
lie
either to yourself
or to others
mostly to myself
i'm not cut out for this
somedays
it seems like the only real
solution
facing the big black
head...
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snow:
i thought about doing that...it isn't much fun
75rhino:
yeah
boring
and
depressing
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so
i just locked my keys in my car
with the engine still running
i had to break into my apartment
that makes me uncomfortable
because it was easy
i have a pint
the return button and the the delete button are fucking me up
699
the take away containers are stacking up
i'm long winded
i tried to bust out the back window
in...
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eating snowflakes with plastic forks
and paper plates
of couse
you think of everything

i heard this for the first time
in a long time
it made me break down
too much hip hop
just to lie to myself
i feel immobilized
not much time for that
got to go to work in 28 minutes
just smile and laugh
they'll never know the difference
i...
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three conversations
lumped into one entry

i just missed last call
to busy comparing arrest and hallucinigen stories
fucking pcp
i was never the same after
pizzas in the oven
imported from britain
yellow spirits
broken heart
ready to set sail
it's so quiet in here tonight
my innards hurt
sweet drunk dialing messages
alone on a bench
for it's filth
it's really sterile
i...
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dewees:
i totally agree with everything you said. and [i think] i've figured out a tiny piece to the puzzle.

which is that nothing matters to the grand sceme of the universe and all chaos and whatever. human existence is futile.

but you have to acknowledge that we are still here today. and that people are suffering all around you and that there are little things you can do to improve the QUALITY OF LIFE.

give a bum some change because it's probably ronald reagan who put them there.

or don't eat so much meat in hopes of one day making an impact on factory farming.

treat children with respect when they come into your store. they like that. it's cute.

we are so small and cannot completely change the world, but we can alter it in little ways to maybe make it a better place while people still have feelings and consciousness. and in the end, we're all going to be swallowed by the sun anyway (if we don't kill each other off first).

i take what i can out of life to make it worth living, is all. it's hard.
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i'm going to the bar
i can't afford it
i'll edit this when i get back
fuck off
11:14pm
yeah so i drank more pints than i should have
and the girls question my intentions because they're
more honest then they sould be
fuck you
fuck what you think
they have a nice car
go home
it;s solitude here
you fucks
no more cigs
there's...
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vegemite:
you never edited
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i want you to fly down to see me in december. dump whiskey in the sand and discuss integrity.
vegemite:
dumping wiskey in the sand is a crime... One of the first times I was really really puking drunk was from drinking straight whiskey - now the smell makes me ill puke
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the expidition starts tomorrow
well, today for that matter
i'll be initially embarknig alone
but feel free to join at any time
you must however wear a red hat
or scarf
or both if you prefer
we will be making frequent stops
to evaluate the journey up to given point in journey
there will be no complaining
except in times of great distress
it is...
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i'm just going to be a hermit for awhile
go to school
chinese take away
tropical punch kool aid
i go for my tattoo tomorrow
two oyster
i was going to get
"shuck it"
under them
instead i'm getting
"zissou"
that says fuck it a lot better
i miss peanut
but not really
los angeles was fun
i'm moving there when i graduate
it's more...
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spent the day alone
until the drunk came
then i was surrounded by idiots
the girl in the sweater
had a nice ass
but was in love with a 21st b-day gay man
i drank the drink i bought him
on my 21st i was
alone in pittsburgh
with a black hooker
getting burnt on a weed sale
she hated being touched
things are never...
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vegemite:
perhaps you should find a more reputable source for your weed
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i don't get why she wants nothing to do with me
unless she's had atleast four drinks
she said she's been thinking about becoming a lesbian
that's perfect
my lesbian kharma coming back to haunt me
i like when she scratches off my flesh
she keeps talking about knives
i suggested razors
they're more romantic
i'm skipping school today
i'm not depressed
i just don't...
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vegemite:
somebody to spoon is awesome