75rhino

so
i joined super cult
it's cool
but not as well layed as sg

its my approach
i'm to straight forward
i don't know how to be any other way
i don't know how to play little games
having women laugh at you is pretty cool
i got a high five last night
i'll keep trying though

dissapear
poof

there's dirt under my nails
thats not like me
normally they are to short even to get dirty
it feels like something is about to explode
and everything will just go back to normal
i half want to fail
just so i can go home
flip eggs and die
thats a lie

all the relationships i have right now
are too fucking complicated
there's nobdoy to just call and say
lets go eat eggs
i can hear her changing
just like when she was in france
just fucking fake
if i would have been perfect
she still would have left me
to go be fake

drinking life from a pickle jar
and listerine
picture flashes of the birthday boy
at thirty six i hope i know better
there's this look
one that i give
that i know that i hate
it says i'm making moves on you're girl
behind your back
if i tell you about it
does it matter
yeah
she loves me more
but it can never happen...
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some hipsters told me
they didn't like lynard skynard
i told them they were a bunch of posers
seriosly
they are one of america's greatest rock bands
the ownwer of the bar i'm banned from
came into my work last night
awkward
he was cool though
i think he was juust as shocked to see me making his food

it's peoples behavior that fuck's me up more than anything
you could be speaking latin as far as i know
that's where i get lost
but i can relate still
lately i like the morning
paper towel coffee filters
water out of a picklr jar
it could be the afternoon
i don't feel like flipping the laundry at 1:57
sometimes my lips hurt from smiling...
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there's this look
it's all in the eyes
innocence
but not in the traditional way
they always look alien
things just never seem right
and that pain is there
but they never let it destroy them
they smile bigger
and always laugh harder
in hopes that today it will stop
it's all in the eyes

i tried to pick up this girl yesterday
at the bar
yes, i'm back on the wagon
i got denied
then i wanted to take home this big girl
denied
passed out in my clothes with my pockets full
found ten dollars at the bar
found five dollars at target
my great grandfather was named paul bunyan yates
i'm not lying

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time to go...
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