75rhino

i think
i'll just shut up for awhile

yeah right
it's the only relief i get
hoping that you'll come here
stick a fork in me
and tell me
i'm done
that person does not exist
lie
either to yourself
or to others
mostly to myself
i'm not cut out for this
somedays
it seems like the only real
solution
facing the big black
head on
on your terms
people
say it's cowardly
there is nothing braver
kicking and screaming into the unknown
are you suicidal
every fucking day sweetheart