three conversations
lumped into one entry
i just missed last call
to busy comparing arrest and hallucinigen stories
fucking pcp
i was never the same after
pizzas in the oven
imported from britain
yellow spirits
broken heart
ready to set sail
it's so quiet in here tonight
my innards hurt
sweet drunk dialing messages
alone on a bench
for it's filth
it's really sterile
i miss being touched
i miss her lips
the best kisser ever
the neglect
of those lips
you can't drink that away
i'm trying
i'll eat this food and not care anymore
not comprae anymore
i'm a liar
this a lie
a big boring fucking lie
to get naked girls to like me
i'd stop now but my drink is half full
i didn't want to be this way
i could be living in a trailor
working at a book factory
divorced with two kids
what the fuck happened to you
take your medication and accept your role
i was so much more to the point when
peanut was here
i drank a lot harder
makers mark
that bottle changed my life
it was a big bottle
this all seems fake
cause now i know you read it
it was better when it was for me
now it's for us
he misses his parents. you can see it in his eyes when he tells his stories. they're both dead now. he was doing meth and pissed away their memories. she found his bag. he didn't lie. i'm dead inside now. i never should have yelled into the abyss. he'd never understand that. when the abyss yells back it's just a wisper. it's terrifying. pack our bags come here for christmas. i live in a world of illusions. it wouldn't meen anything and you would leave rested. unless your ears pop when you fly. that's the worst kind of rest. my pants are staring t fit again. i'm full
lumped into one entry
i just missed last call
to busy comparing arrest and hallucinigen stories
fucking pcp
i was never the same after
pizzas in the oven
imported from britain
yellow spirits
broken heart
ready to set sail
it's so quiet in here tonight
my innards hurt
sweet drunk dialing messages
alone on a bench
for it's filth
it's really sterile
i miss being touched
i miss her lips
the best kisser ever
the neglect
of those lips
you can't drink that away
i'm trying
i'll eat this food and not care anymore
not comprae anymore
i'm a liar
this a lie
a big boring fucking lie
to get naked girls to like me
i'd stop now but my drink is half full
i didn't want to be this way
i could be living in a trailor
working at a book factory
divorced with two kids
what the fuck happened to you
take your medication and accept your role
i was so much more to the point when
peanut was here
i drank a lot harder
makers mark
that bottle changed my life
it was a big bottle
this all seems fake
cause now i know you read it
it was better when it was for me
now it's for us
he misses his parents. you can see it in his eyes when he tells his stories. they're both dead now. he was doing meth and pissed away their memories. she found his bag. he didn't lie. i'm dead inside now. i never should have yelled into the abyss. he'd never understand that. when the abyss yells back it's just a wisper. it's terrifying. pack our bags come here for christmas. i live in a world of illusions. it wouldn't meen anything and you would leave rested. unless your ears pop when you fly. that's the worst kind of rest. my pants are staring t fit again. i'm full
which is that nothing matters to the grand sceme of the universe and all chaos and whatever. human existence is futile.
but you have to acknowledge that we are still here today. and that people are suffering all around you and that there are little things you can do to improve the QUALITY OF LIFE.
give a bum some change because it's probably ronald reagan who put them there.
or don't eat so much meat in hopes of one day making an impact on factory farming.
treat children with respect when they come into your store. they like that. it's cute.
we are so small and cannot completely change the world, but we can alter it in little ways to maybe make it a better place while people still have feelings and consciousness. and in the end, we're all going to be swallowed by the sun anyway (if we don't kill each other off first).
i take what i can out of life to make it worth living, is all. it's hard.