Ok G's! I picked up my photos a few days ago and most of them are fucking overexposed!!! but some I have salvaged and on my day off tomorrow I shall go and scan them! so please be patient with me 
man it is raining like a motherfucker out there and I seriously dont want to go to work... there is a new tranny at...
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AHHHHH well theres nothing that beats the blues away then an old friend coming up from melbourne... going out taking a shit load of drugs.. rolling around on the floor with an old friend you havent seen in 2 years and getting loaded in Kings Cross... it was cool... I had so much fun and fuck me were the drugs great... this was my first...
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gram:
nothing nearly as fun as you, love.
i am looking for an apt, watching basketball playoffs, and relaxing. you are really a crazy lil' gal, you make me smile. so cute and full of life. keep it up, hot one!
i am looking for an apt, watching basketball playoffs, and relaxing. you are really a crazy lil' gal, you make me smile. so cute and full of life. keep it up, hot one!
illbillzillbub:
how about Nitrous eh! hubba hubba.
looks like my mates have finally given the problem child the boot,so I should be in Baptist St in about 2 weeks.
hoo-fucking-ray,at last!!!!!
which one is the labret? i think i may have my piercings confused, and that could be a problem hahaha!!!
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looks like my mates have finally given the problem child the boot,so I should be in Baptist St in about 2 weeks.
hoo-fucking-ray,at last!!!!!
which one is the labret? i think i may have my piercings confused, and that could be a problem hahaha!!!
[Edited on May 12, 2003]
GRRRRR parents.... man my dad is such a manipulative fucking cunt.... from this day on I am sersiously starting to edge him out of my life... well as if I havent already started this process...... the thing that tears my heart in two is that I want ot see my little brothers and sisters... without having to see him of course..... I'm just going to...
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freyja__:
oh honey.. you're singing my song.
i went though a whole process when it came to dealing with my father. my mom left him when i was just an infant and she took the proper measures to make sure i could have a relationship with him.. but he always just fucked it up. for years he never saw me, and then once i was a young girl it was only on christmas eve that he would come and get me to bring me to his family's house for a couple of hours. and even that he sometimes forgot. it wasn't until i was on my own in NYC that i really got to know him. and it was just pure AWFUL. he was a nasty nasty man. an alcoholic to the Nth degree. never a nice thing came out of his mouth. it was no secret that his health was really poor and for years he was just hanging on by a thread. and in those years, i had to come to terms with the fact that he was going to die. i had to come to understand why i didn't like him as a person and why it was ok to feel that way. when he finally died, i was completely at peace with how our relationship (or lack thereof) was and the role he played in my life. i learned that it was the best situation for me to have let go of trying to have any sort of positive relationship with him. he was totally uncapable of it and that had NOTHING to do with me.
i hope you can find the same peace.
i know what it's like to cry your eyes out
and i'm sending you HUUUUGE hugs.
i love you lots, chickie!
i went though a whole process when it came to dealing with my father. my mom left him when i was just an infant and she took the proper measures to make sure i could have a relationship with him.. but he always just fucked it up. for years he never saw me, and then once i was a young girl it was only on christmas eve that he would come and get me to bring me to his family's house for a couple of hours. and even that he sometimes forgot. it wasn't until i was on my own in NYC that i really got to know him. and it was just pure AWFUL. he was a nasty nasty man. an alcoholic to the Nth degree. never a nice thing came out of his mouth. it was no secret that his health was really poor and for years he was just hanging on by a thread. and in those years, i had to come to terms with the fact that he was going to die. i had to come to understand why i didn't like him as a person and why it was ok to feel that way. when he finally died, i was completely at peace with how our relationship (or lack thereof) was and the role he played in my life. i learned that it was the best situation for me to have let go of trying to have any sort of positive relationship with him. he was totally uncapable of it and that had NOTHING to do with me.
i hope you can find the same peace.
i know what it's like to cry your eyes out
and i'm sending you HUUUUGE hugs.
i love you lots, chickie!
illbillzillbub:
I'll be the odd guy out here,we all get along fine.There is the odd moments like all that "career" stuff...but otherwise. s'ok
everthing $2....HA!HA!!
couple of hours earlier last night I might've been able to help you out....doh!! XXXXX
everthing $2....HA!HA!!
couple of hours earlier last night I might've been able to help you out....doh!! XXXXX
Ok the final installment of Vanuatu... I think we got up to the falls.... well we spent a day chilling after the falls just by the pool and lounging around... I went into town for some lunch cause I found a little cafe that sold PASTA! and I was dying for a pasta fix.. .its totally a meat heavy diet over there so to gets...
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gram:
i never really finished highschool, and when i went, i was a loner. so there is no real reunion to go to. i would probably go though. there are lots of people that probably thought i should be dead or incarcerated, so i would like to prove them wrong.
'sides "i remember you" sex is fun!
'sides "i remember you" sex is fun!
hecubus:
Caps and Librans go together, eh? y'know a few months ago a bad bit of luck with a Capricorn would've had me disagreeing with you vehemently. However, another Capricorn has recently come along and is swiftly changing my tune 
I wanted to read your whole holiday story, but i don't want to torture myself with thoughts of such beautiful places and adventures i can't even begin to afford right now. they'd have to drag me kicking and screaming to work on monday (they almost do at this point anyway).
As for the high school reunion -- i missed my 5-year because i was in California, and i missed my 10-year because it was the same weekend as the blizzard. i'm not terribly broken up about it, i was only half-considering going anyway. i didn't like most of the people in my class, so i was in no great rush to be surrounded by them again.
I wanted to read your whole holiday story, but i don't want to torture myself with thoughts of such beautiful places and adventures i can't even begin to afford right now. they'd have to drag me kicking and screaming to work on monday (they almost do at this point anyway).
As for the high school reunion -- i missed my 5-year because i was in California, and i missed my 10-year because it was the same weekend as the blizzard. i'm not terribly broken up about it, i was only half-considering going anyway. i didn't like most of the people in my class, so i was in no great rush to be surrounded by them again.
Well well... goodmoaning... its another typically beautiful Sydney day and I've got to go to work! boo hoo... man nothing has happened for the past 2 shifts at work.. something better happen on my next 3 shifts otherwise I'm up shit creek.. well no not really... I just calculated that I need $2000 by the end of next week..... if I dont earn it well...
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rockoblm:
Favorite cereal? Well shit that would have to be Coco Pebbles or Reeses Puffs. I don't eat breakfest anymore since cereals are so damn expensive and I eat the box before I can say "done".
freyja__:
oh!
i got your postcard!
it made me sooooo happy!!!
i got your postcard!
it made me sooooo happy!!!
whew... well I went back to work officially yesterday... I took my first day off in 3 months on Sunday.... I know its very un-Australian of me to have not chucked a sicky at least once a month... but I dont get paid if I dont show up to work... I still might not get paid if I show up to work and sit there...
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voltaire:
I hate zoos they make me sad when I see all the animals living in such awful conditions in such close quarters.... if I had my way I'd let them all out.......
illbillzillbub:
you looked outside today yet? sensational
I was thinking the train to the mtns but what the hey!
I dont drive but
as for Rob? yeah well fuck 'im! haha
I was thinking the train to the mtns but what the hey!
I dont drive but
as for Rob? yeah well fuck 'im! haha
Ok my vanuatu holiday part 2......
Well I think I was up to the second day.... on the second day we just pissed farted around a bit more.... got drunk... man we drank so much over that holiday made up lost time for not having any pot... and pot is like mega illegal there which I thought odd but eh.. .they have this drink called...
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Well I think I was up to the second day.... on the second day we just pissed farted around a bit more.... got drunk... man we drank so much over that holiday made up lost time for not having any pot... and pot is like mega illegal there which I thought odd but eh.. .they have this drink called...
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illbillzillbub:
probably go see Frankenbok and Daysend at the Green Sq. on Friday and Saturday Brace are playing at the Excelsior,other than that I'm open for any other activities......I havent drunk any booze for 2 weeks!!
Why? I hear you ask.I just decided that I've had enough.And I wasnt meeting "anyone" being a drunk so I thought maybe sobriety could make a difference,ha!plus my skin seems to be looking alot better already funnily enough.Plus i might actually save some $$$$ and maybe go visit some of these sepo fools one day
Why? I hear you ask.I just decided that I've had enough.And I wasnt meeting "anyone" being a drunk so I thought maybe sobriety could make a difference,ha!plus my skin seems to be looking alot better already funnily enough.Plus i might actually save some $$$$ and maybe go visit some of these sepo fools one day
telesis:
Shitty - No volcanic action? But, you we're looking so forward to it!
Ok peoples! I'm hungry and desperately needing breakfast so I'll write a little about my holiday and then get the fuck outta here.....
Well we arrived late late late Wednesday night.... and getting off the plane was heaven... it was 27 degrees and humid as all fuck but it was just HEAVEN to be in weatehr like that... .the crew was VERY good on the...
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Well we arrived late late late Wednesday night.... and getting off the plane was heaven... it was 27 degrees and humid as all fuck but it was just HEAVEN to be in weatehr like that... .the crew was VERY good on the...
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jovanka:
Dude it sounds like you are where I wanna be! Next time you sip that bubbly toast me one and give whoever has the pleasure of having sex with you a thrust for me! (and make it a good one, I don't fuck around!!)
HI! I'm back and smoking my first joint in a week so I"m mighty stoned.... suffice to say I had a wonderous time and I'll fill you guys in later...
Cant reply to everyone so HELLO!!!!!!!!! I'm back! and I missed you guys
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Cant reply to everyone so HELLO!!!!!!!!! I'm back! and I missed you guys
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holdensolo:
Yay! Welcome back! Nothing much happening here, just my life has turned completely upside down since we last talked.
gentlefemm:
(waving) hello!
gentle
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twwly:
hope youre having fun!
perdurabo:
enjoy...
mrow.
i have this awful tendency to tell people they talk to much if they do. i'm sort of direct that way.
xoxo
i have a vivid imagination.
pretty horrifying really.
yeah, so...now that we've met, i'm gonna put you on my friends list. okay?
btw. you're damn cute too.