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urgh.... morning... its 7.30am as I write this....

not much to report... I go to work tonight... I woke up with adrian around 6ish.. .as he had to get into work early cause of that worm which has totally destroyed some of his systems... but the plus side is is he gets home around 3ish so we can nap together until I go to work.......
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siara:
.. i heard about this worm... hmmm better do a backup of everything on my computer I think.. that would suck to loose all my clothing design stuff! .. argh!
hope you had a good relaxing day!!
kiss XX
theblacknurse:
ah im trying to avoid msn/icq for awhile cos it just distracts me too much... the other night i spent *hides* FIVE HOURS *hides* online, when I should be doing uni work, or at LEAST pretending to. Everthing is bad.... EVERYTHING IS BAD!
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good morning!

well I was so tired after my 12 hour shift yesterday that the second I got home from getting my uni stuff and having a big breakfast I passed out on the couch for 4 hours... and by the time I woke up adrian was home... well goodbye to tuesday....

today I am sending out more pleading I am pathetic give me a...
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theblacknurse:
ahhhh KARMA POLICE carlotta!!!!! dont feel bad... FEEL GOOD MUAHAHAHAHHAA


ahh venal - lemme guess, you went to a rudolph steiner school? i know people who went there but never actually finished.............


freyja__:
glad we got to catch up last night, sweets!
i love ya lots.
kisskiss
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well my boyfriend pays my rent... again... for about the 2nd month running...

I feel like a pathetic piece of shit who cant even make her bills let alone start paying back some of the money I owe....

anyway... my friend Dior has just got a new job receptioning at a massage place on Crown st... so hopefully I can pick up a few shifts...
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max16characters:
Could you perhaps get a job at a bar or something? Bartending at some lifestyle bar could bring in some decent amount of dollarinies if you can get a spot.

How's your gram doing?

You're not fat...you're just exceptionally cushioned right now and it'll come off.
satanikaf:
YEAH! Let's both do the protein diet and see how sexy we feel in a week smile I'll be your Bastard from Hell Diet Friend!

Hang in there with the money sitch, baby. Things will start to look up soon... Thinking of you anyway smile
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I'm ok peoples!! thanks for all the well wishes and i'll be going through them and answering them the second I get rid of this headache...

well my week from hell is over and I'm feeling alot better for it!!!! my grandmother is out of hospital and has had 2 tests back postivie so now we're just playing the waiting game to see if she...
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venal_polish:
biggrin YES.
throatneedle:
Mmmmm..delicious meat!
If it makes you feel any better hun
Im fucking broke as well..and my rent check bounced
Hopefully things will work out for us soon!
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urgh i'm just so URGGGGHHHH at the moment.. running on empty and feeling sick all the time...

I have anxiety amnesia... I have SO much stuff I have to do.. but I cant kep a single memory in my head at the moment.... its just stress and having my nan in hospital... plus my mother has to have 2 operations.. one major one minor in...
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yawf:
ohh, poor baby!
if you can get a good night sleep!
that's what usually helps me
when my mind won't focus!
lots of love heading your way!!!
gram:
are you ok?
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i am bored and at work..... again.. .with no money and no jobs.... URGGGGHHHH I'm a patient woman but there is only so much of this I can take..

I had my first panic attack in about a year and half today and it unsettled me quite a bit.. but I took a xanax and I'm feeling like normal again...

I think Im just a...
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superfly4343:
Enjoyed roaming through your pics.... must get that digital camera at some point.

Good luck with the job search, these things do tend to settle down after a bit.... yes, not terribly helpful.
amadio:
How long have you been Pro domme?
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well.. I just got back from spending the day with my grandmother in hospital... she has breastcancer as some of you know... she had a partial mastectomy on Tuesday and wont be out of hospital till saturday... it was nice to sit with her and talk... I took her for a walk... she is not an old lady either by the way she is 62...
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womsta:
It sounds like you are getting enuff for both of us. I havent had a good shag in months.

I need to get out more i think.
guinness_fiend:
heehee

The nunslaughter album has boobies in the booklet

bok
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*does the happiest little dance while singing a happy song*

the black nurse is HERE! I couldnt live without her anymore!!!!

kiss

ARRR!!!

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theblacknurse:
AWWWWWWWWWW

IM SO LUFFED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
theblacknurse:
yup i saw that was on but i missed it (the boylene sister) - i've actually got the book tho! very fascinating stuff
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Well well... we are getting more Aussie girls on here than I can poke my fist at!

Here are the 60ft SG awards for hot people!!!!!

theblacknurse (my friend who RULES! I just joined her go and make friends as soon as shes written a journal entry)
satanikaf - who is a melbourne girl whom I havent really said anything to yet but is a...
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bort79:
Hello! smile
theblacknurse:
YAYAYAYAYA *hail to the queeeeen* thank you muchly! Whatta welcome! You have your minions so well trained!!!! xxxx now i must spy out your husband + wifey
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ok.... so the move in September is off..... we just cant do it on this little notice and being owed the vast amount of money we are owed (we are owed almost $10,000 ... dont ask me why, it will be a long story that will most probably get me mad )

so yeah.... I have a few things I want to finish here before I...
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ratboy:
DAMMIT!! Oh well, alas and woe is me ...

Guess I'll have to make the trek up north at least ONCE before you come back down.
_v_:
thanks for the words
you really do know how to bring me back from being stuck in my sobby head
i'm just super self depricating right now