An excerpt of what happened yesterday posted on satanikafs journal..."yeah she rang me first thing in the morning to surprise me with tickets to the lion king which I've been dying to go to.....
eh.... I'm ok.... I know she loves me more than anything in the whole world which is why I've been so quick to forgive her and get on with it and not punish her like a used to for making me feel bad....
I dont know.... I'm just feeling more increasingly on the outer with my family because I havent grown out of 'this faze' that they all clung dearly too hoping that I'd grow out of it.....
but as i said to my mum yesterday... you think you're normal.. you think I'm abnormal.. .and yet who is the one in a stable relationship with someone who worships the ground they walk on....
that shut her up....
urgh... I feel ugly for being who I am around my family because they dont have someone 'together' to parade around in front of their friends to show what great parents they are....
to me... having an open minded, free spirit is the greatest achievement a parent can do.....
anyway.... thats why I'm dying to move to mlebourne .... get awya from them.. .get out of the microscope... and be free to develop all the other sides of my personality that are being muted at the moment.... "
So whatever.... yay I have a couple of days off in a row... man I am hanging for the spring to come through... I want to start sun baking again.. .I'm still pretty tanned from last summer... I'm a wog I colour up pretty easily now a days....
Well I pick up the photos from the weddding in June today... I'm excited they should be funny photos,... or they could be all drunken out of focus photos that I wasted $40 bucks on...
diet is going well...I'm feeling alot better for it.... so today I just walk to the shops... do a few things and clean my kitchen.... its well overdue.. and then sit here from 4pm waiting for my coles delivery to come through...
mmm cereal... mmm crunchola... I havent had cereal in a month cause they've been out of stock the last couple of orders....
hmmmmmmmm I think cereal is my favourite food of all time....
love you all to bits
eh.... I'm ok.... I know she loves me more than anything in the whole world which is why I've been so quick to forgive her and get on with it and not punish her like a used to for making me feel bad....
I dont know.... I'm just feeling more increasingly on the outer with my family because I havent grown out of 'this faze' that they all clung dearly too hoping that I'd grow out of it.....
but as i said to my mum yesterday... you think you're normal.. you think I'm abnormal.. .and yet who is the one in a stable relationship with someone who worships the ground they walk on....
that shut her up....
urgh... I feel ugly for being who I am around my family because they dont have someone 'together' to parade around in front of their friends to show what great parents they are....
to me... having an open minded, free spirit is the greatest achievement a parent can do.....
anyway.... thats why I'm dying to move to mlebourne .... get awya from them.. .get out of the microscope... and be free to develop all the other sides of my personality that are being muted at the moment.... "
So whatever.... yay I have a couple of days off in a row... man I am hanging for the spring to come through... I want to start sun baking again.. .I'm still pretty tanned from last summer... I'm a wog I colour up pretty easily now a days....
Well I pick up the photos from the weddding in June today... I'm excited they should be funny photos,... or they could be all drunken out of focus photos that I wasted $40 bucks on...
diet is going well...I'm feeling alot better for it.... so today I just walk to the shops... do a few things and clean my kitchen.... its well overdue.. and then sit here from 4pm waiting for my coles delivery to come through...
mmm cereal... mmm crunchola... I havent had cereal in a month cause they've been out of stock the last couple of orders....
hmmmmmmmm I think cereal is my favourite food of all time....
love you all to bits
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satanikaf:
I'm so pathetic that now I'm going to keep refreshing on that topic to see if he responds to you !!!
reptar:
If you reload, it will come. The pic that is.