wewl wewl... another day another update.... my father got home from Malta last night and will be seeing him today....
the motivation for moving is so many things... I'm sick of lying to my family... lying to adrians family.... lying to his workmates... having nothing to say about my 'job in the call centre' its all bullshit... I HATE lying.... so its going to feel good to get out of the pressure cooker...
my grandmother has found out she has breast cancer.... but things are looking good though... so *fingers crossed*
I'm tired today... drained... my period finally came through.. .and now I just want to lie down till it stops..... my body is having such a hard time being off the pill..... my regular hormones arent really 'regular'... as you've seen over the past month.. I've been causing shit with my boyfriend... fighting with him terribly.. he didnt speak to me for 5 days for fear of a rampage....
I need to go to an endochrinologist.... my mother is going today... I might get a referral to hers....
sometimes I get sick of being a woman.... bring on radical hysterectomy...
the depression is coming through... I'm so full of fluid I think I've got about 5-8kgs of fluid on me... you can see in my new pictures compared to my profile photo how much weight I have put on....
I feel like a big bloated whale of fluid.... this is the last cycle as soon as I finish bleeding I can go back on the pill...
thank fucking god... I dont think anyone could have taken another natural cycle from me....
give me a cock anyday....... and dont say I already have lots of them cause I'll slap you upside the fucking head yo!
the motivation for moving is so many things... I'm sick of lying to my family... lying to adrians family.... lying to his workmates... having nothing to say about my 'job in the call centre' its all bullshit... I HATE lying.... so its going to feel good to get out of the pressure cooker...
my grandmother has found out she has breast cancer.... but things are looking good though... so *fingers crossed*
I'm tired today... drained... my period finally came through.. .and now I just want to lie down till it stops..... my body is having such a hard time being off the pill..... my regular hormones arent really 'regular'... as you've seen over the past month.. I've been causing shit with my boyfriend... fighting with him terribly.. he didnt speak to me for 5 days for fear of a rampage....
I need to go to an endochrinologist.... my mother is going today... I might get a referral to hers....
sometimes I get sick of being a woman.... bring on radical hysterectomy...
the depression is coming through... I'm so full of fluid I think I've got about 5-8kgs of fluid on me... you can see in my new pictures compared to my profile photo how much weight I have put on....
I feel like a big bloated whale of fluid.... this is the last cycle as soon as I finish bleeding I can go back on the pill...
thank fucking god... I dont think anyone could have taken another natural cycle from me....
give me a cock anyday....... and dont say I already have lots of them cause I'll slap you upside the fucking head yo!
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regarding the subincisions, ill msg you the description. some ppl might find it really freaky.
xoxoxo