60ftqueenie

Well... I'm chilling out... the huige fight with the boo was constructive... I am 100% frustrated with my life.. and it all just snuck up on me... I'm moving all my stuff out of The Kastle tomorrow... I cant work there anymore.. I burst into tears this morning when I had to go to work.. .so I didnt.. I'm broke.. I'm 2 weeks behind in my rent and I dont have a job... Im going to contact Salon Kittys in a few days to see if she'll put me on roster... I'm only going to work 3 days a week there and see how it goes...

We sort of discussed moving to Melbourne... one step at a time huh? get a job figure it out... save some money and THEN we can talk about moving to Melbourne....

I'm cracking up in a big way... maybe I should just go and be a waitress... I love what I do but there isnt anywhere good to work in Sydney and its VERY hard to be a private worker... I dont have the 8 grand it would take for me to set up my own place...

Anyway I guess the moral of this story is I'm feeling better.... I'm not looking forward to going back to Salon Kittys.. but at least in the year I spent there I never wanted to walk out once... I may have taken heaps of breaks but I was way happier there than I am @ The Kastle...

so be it....