60ftqueenie

Well well well... I challange any all man cockrocker to go to a Donna's show and tell me it doesnt rock ass!

Well the rain has finally let up.... but its still cloudy... it might rain today.... Well I had one ciggarette yesterday.. I was out... but I'm still going to quit smoking... man so much of my past has just risen out of the dead lately.... I saw evil fag1 last night.... the original evil fag.... our relationship was obsessive to say the least (think heavenly creatures) and we were best friends for 3 years.... he was gay... I was gay.. .and we had a girl who was 'our' bestfriend who ended up breaking both our hearts.... last night was the 2nd time in 4 years I had seen him.... the first time I knew I was going to see him and prepared myself.... but due to the nature of me basically fucking him over because he had hurt me SO much (I dont do that anymore.. .I was 19 for fucks sake) I wasnt sure if he wanted to speak to me at all... but we were civil at Garbage... he paid me some compliments.... I saw him again last night at the Donnas.... I had been thinking about him all day for some reason.... I asked him if it would be alright to get his number.... he said yes and gave it to me.. I found out he's living around the corner from me with his evil boyfriend....

This is a pandoras box I'm unsure I want to open... he was the best friend I ever had... the person to this day who has made me laugh the most... our relationship was more than karmic they way we found each other.... if he wasnt with his evil boyfriend I wouldnt hestitate.... but evil boyfriend seems to hate all women folk that are close to Clinton..... hmmmmm wont hurt to catch up for coffee..... I need to lay alot of cards on the table.. but its so over I also dont feel the need.... I think I'm still in love with him....

and the rain has just started belting down.....