51n1n

Nice guys finish last, about as true as it gets. Ever get that feeling that you're just the pawn in some elaborate game that everyone but you knows about? It's quite possible that it's my insecurity playing with me but at the same time it's hard to tell whats truth when you don't trust someone anymore. I don't really like the fact that I have to type these words into a blog that no one reads in order to feel some sort of therapy, It doesnt make me feel good about myself or better about anything in general. I guess it's just my need to say these words since when it comes to saying them in real life I pull my punches in order to not feel like a douchebag in the case that I'm just being a paranoid d-bag. When the person you felt so at home with that you were completely at ease destroys that bond of trust does it really ever come back?