40ozkisses

I'm bored, and Jon is trying to make me feel bad for buying me the suicide girls subscription. So he can get his own! =) Anyway, Friday is the last day of school. I don't know what I'm going to do all summer. I'm starting to think there's something wrong with me. Everyone I have a crush on doesn't like me. (That sounds so childish, but true. --I dare you to read this Jon-- lol. I'm going to know you did, and know your invading privacy, fucker. Anyway, I guess kentucky isnt a place where you can easily vent your hormones. Stupid Kentucky. Can't wait to get back to Florida!! Oh, yea, I've decided I'm going to lose 20 pounds. I was 108 for the longest time, now i'm back to 120 so i'm gunna try to push it and get back to 100. I'm scared i'm gunna turn into one of the those weird obsessive skinny girls. I've never been over 120 lbs in my life, but i'm dead scared of being big lately. My stomach even sucks in on its own. I don't know, I hope i'm ok. Well, I'm off. x.kisses.x Roarie