Whew, I havent been on here forever... It's been a long month or so. I don't have to worry about Robby anymore, and I'm so happy for that. I finally gave up caring what those stupid people in school care. I mean, they love him no matter what and I'm the bitch no matter what so I can't win either way. Oh well they're all stupid kentucky people anyway. (Not saying all people that live in KY are bad 
) But after getting thrown down stairs and gettin your head beat into a brick wall, and they still love him more, and think i deserved it (maybe i did? little hard to remember head trauma, ya know? 
) I guess I'd rather not have friends then have friends like that, but God hasn't let me feel hurt or upset that I'm not with him. Some of my old friends since Friday have actually been talking to me more. So I guess this has been a biiiiiig blessing. I had missed michelle so much i ddin't even know it! I forgot how fun it was to be around someone that didnt judge you no matter what and you could make mistakes or say the wrong thing and they wouldnt get mad... More people need to be like her. She's better then most Christian people I've been around. Which is why I don't go to youth group. She took me to a show friday, she even got me in for free, and it wasnt really the type of music i like, but it was cool to be around other people for once, and hang around her again. She really is one of the only girls i like this much... If she wasnt there for me Friday I probably would've went home and cried my eyes out cuz of Robby... I could go on and on about how great of a friend she is, especially after i didnt talk to her forever because i was down, but lol, I guess I'm gunna let that subject go. Go for a little bit. 
) But after getting thrown down stairs and gettin your head beat into a brick wall, and they still love him more, and think i deserved it (maybe i did? little hard to remember head trauma, ya know? ) I guess I'd rather not have friends then have friends like that, but God hasn't let me feel hurt or upset that I'm not with him. Some of my old friends since Friday have actually been talking to me more. So I guess this has been a biiiiiig blessing. I had missed michelle so much i ddin't even know it! I forgot how fun it was to be around someone that didnt judge you no matter what and you could make mistakes or say the wrong thing and they wouldnt get mad... More people need to be like her. She's better then most Christian people I've been around. Which is why I don't go to youth group. She took me to a show friday, she even got me in for free, and it wasnt really the type of music i like, but it was cool to be around other people for once, and hang around her again. She really is one of the only girls i like this much... If she wasnt there for me Friday I probably would've went home and cried my eyes out cuz of Robby... I could go on and on about how great of a friend she is, especially after i didnt talk to her forever because i was down, but lol, I guess I'm gunna let that subject go. Go for a little bit.