Oh man, did I ever blow up last night.
I yelled at Erin so badly. She attacked my friend Jordan after he made a joke. she told him to fuck off and some stupid shit like that. I went crazy on her and told her exactly where to go. Jordan is my best friend, and I am not going to allow ANYONE to treat him badly when he doesn't deserve it. I admit, Jordan can be over the top sometimes. but he is a good guy.
I called her cell at about 5:00 this morning, and left her a message. I told her that I loved her, but that I think she deserved everything I said to her, but that I really did love her. and that nothing would change that. She called me at about 1:00 this afternoon to thank me and tell me the same.
I really do love that girl. but she can be such a handful. She needs to realize that the world really doesn't revolve around her. it really doesn't. I feel bad for what I said. I know I shouldn't but I really do. Matt Bergin was so proud of me yesterday. He was clapping as I was chewing her out. He's been telling me that that is what I had to do for months.
Erin and I just talked on MSN, and things are pretty bad. She hates that I embarassed and belittled her in front of everything. and I see that I should have talked to her one on one about that, but there is nothing I can do about it now...
I just want her to realize why I did what I did. and that it doesn't mean anything about how I feel about her.
It's jsut driving me crazy.
I yelled at Erin so badly. She attacked my friend Jordan after he made a joke. she told him to fuck off and some stupid shit like that. I went crazy on her and told her exactly where to go. Jordan is my best friend, and I am not going to allow ANYONE to treat him badly when he doesn't deserve it. I admit, Jordan can be over the top sometimes. but he is a good guy.
I called her cell at about 5:00 this morning, and left her a message. I told her that I loved her, but that I think she deserved everything I said to her, but that I really did love her. and that nothing would change that. She called me at about 1:00 this afternoon to thank me and tell me the same.
I really do love that girl. but she can be such a handful. She needs to realize that the world really doesn't revolve around her. it really doesn't. I feel bad for what I said. I know I shouldn't but I really do. Matt Bergin was so proud of me yesterday. He was clapping as I was chewing her out. He's been telling me that that is what I had to do for months.
Erin and I just talked on MSN, and things are pretty bad. She hates that I embarassed and belittled her in front of everything. and I see that I should have talked to her one on one about that, but there is nothing I can do about it now...
I just want her to realize why I did what I did. and that it doesn't mean anything about how I feel about her.
It's jsut driving me crazy.