3rdgearstarter

I just yelled at Shad. For ditching me.

and then I logged off. I am really mad at him. and I am really mad at coleen and Matt too.

It's not very courteous to just asume that I would find somehting else to do. maybe I would plan on honouring our previous plans? just maybe.

Thanks a fucking lot Shad.


I am way too sad for some reason. maybe being ditched today was just the opening of the gates. and now everything is flowing.

I feel like I have so much to say. but I don't know how to say it.

I'm already iuninterested in the nakedy girls on this page. well, maybe not completely uninterested, but less than I thought I would be. I like this journal because no one reads it, and no one knows about it...

I just got a call from Erin B. from her party. She is drunk. So no walks in the base. She invited me to the party. but no party's am I in the mood for. I think I just need to go to sleep or something.

I don't want to work tomorrow at all...

But I need money.

so I am going to go to bed, and get up in 7 hours.
I fucking hate everything right now. Except Erin B. She says im her best friend.

I love her. and if im not careful. I will fall for her again. and I will have my heart broken again...


goodnight.