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Saturday May 10, 2003

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It seems, that over the course of time that kati has been away, my mind has strayed away from her. I've thought of other girls. Thought about pursuing other girls. How it would be so much easier. But, today, I think I have thought about her a million times.

She is the the only thing in my head. and althought there are only 5 days seperating us, I would do a whole hell of a lot to get her back sooner.

Death Cab For Cutie is fitting my mood nicely. I am melancholy about Kati. Melancholy about being ditched. Melancholy about wasting a friday night. I bet either of the Erins would have been more than happy to do something with me tonight.

Erin Brzezicki is at a house party just down the road from me. I want to go over, and steal her away. Get her to come for a walk with me. through the old Army base. Who knows what we would have seen.

There is a <B>hawk</B> living on the base somewhere, and I see him everytime I drive through. Yesterday, when we saw each other, we decided to race. Despite my best efforts, I lost. I sometimes see him sitting on a light pole, watching the vast field that stretches out on the northside of the main marching square. I have respect for an animal that can be happy living like he lives. I wish I could live like he lives.

I think I may know where the nest is. Before Kati left, we took a bike ride through there one evening, and we saw the Hawk (who needs a name, by the way) paying alot of attention to a certain nest. How great it would be to have a Hawk family living in my neighbourhood.

all I can think about is Kati, I am really scared about what is going to happen when she gets back.

I hope she is having fun. I've gotten no correspondence from her since my birthday on the 6th...

I wish only for a safe return.

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