3rdgearstarter

Today is the day.

I am scared.
Unreasonably scared actually.
I don't know what to do.

I almost threw up a few times at work today.
I got a postcard from her yesterday. It was good. I was glad to get something that was connected to her somehow. it made me feel like she cares. which im sure she does. but it is just nice to see it sometimes.

I am scared.
Worst butterflies ever.