3am

I suppose I'm doing alright.
The funeral was today and we (the ones who really loved her) were a wreck.
Then, my uncle's sister showed up only to try and cash in on the life insurance policy that he hasn't even received yet!

I think I was more upset about the ones who insisted on being in the 'family' area but they weren't really family. You know? Yeah, they're related, but I can count on one hand how many times we've heard/seen them.
I guess I figure she meant a lot more to me, her sister, her mother, and her husband than anyone else. After all we were the only ones around every single day.

:sigh: I'm holding up well. Keeping busy and trying not to think about it. I find myself thinking 'What would Tonie like for dinner?' And then I remember


Thank you so much for thinking of me. It means a lot.

sorry to hear about your loss.