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So looks like I very well maybe possibly kind of heading back north to good old New Hampshire. I kind of have mixed feelings about that. For one the location that I shall be living is in the middle of nowheresville, in woods with the closest town about a good 45 mins away...from anywhere... granted the job I'd be getting is a lot less crappy than what I've been doing..and the pay is marginally better.

At this point though its better than the alternative though shitty location to do actually anything but work.

Don't get me wrong I love the woods I enjoy hiking, camping and the like... but I've kind of been spoiled these last few years. Especially since I've always been a night person and it seems like everything closes at 6 in NH...sigh...

Also...I'd have to stay with family...at least for a little while. The ol farms kind of been in shambles and the folks can't really keep it up by themselves. Not my problem, I know, but I feel bad. At least the rent'll be a hell of a lot cheaper than I'm paying now,and since I'm getting screwed hard by student loan payments that should help I guess.

Man I'm whinny today...lol.. fuck it..