2ndthought

ok, so for the most part, today was a good day. hit a few parties, hung out at home for a little bit, got to talk to someone special, but not for long enough. went out with some friends, set off some illegals, that was fun. and no one lost any bodyparts, played some poker, then hung out for a while.
got home, called my ex back, cuz she called while i was out and about, and things are going pretty rough for her right now, the owner of the company she works for is fucking up right and left in regards to money, and everyone's paychecks are off, bouncing, or missing. now my ex is 500 bucks behind on her rent, and in a pinch. i feel bad for her, and for the boys. it's really weird, because since we split, and i moved back home, she's turned into a completely different person, making bad decisions, hanging out with people she probably shouldn't. her whole personality has changed, and after spending almost a year and a half with her, i feel like i don't know her anymore...i think she's just trying to make a complete seperation from what we had, and who she was, whereas i just kinda came home and went about my life as i have been for 25 years. anyway, regardless of who she is now, i can't help but worry about her and the boys, and i think i'm gonna wire her some cash in the next couple days to try and help them out. it'd be nice if the boys' dad gave a fuck about them at all, that'd probably make things a lot easier on everyone. oh well.