Im thinking up a very "deep" journal entry, and if I want to do it or not. But for now ask me some questons. Im feeling the need to you folks about myself.
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Dont really have much to write about. Ive just been kinda depressed lately and didnt want to look at the hournal about my friend in the hospital anymore. I dont even have a reason for the current depression, Ive just been really down lately.
Things are going ok with the girl. We hung out all weekend. I think Im falling in love with her. This...
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Things are going ok with the girl. We hung out all weekend. I think Im falling in love with her. This...
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gitsie:
thanks!! art critic or not i love feedback on my work 
thanks!! art critic or not i love feedback on my work 
signalnoise:
good luck with the girl ... i think you have the right idea. just sort of relax - go with it - see what happens
As you may or may not know, I spend my saturdays delivering flowers. It is an ok second job. Anyhow when I got to work today the boss lady handed me an order and said call ECMC (erie county medical center) and make sure this girl is out of intensive care so we can deliver these flowers today. As I take the order from her,...
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signalnoise:
the whole concept of regionalization is really interesting. i actually think its an idea whose time has come. most metro areas are a mess to some degree - LA, chicago, new york & so on - all have serious problems. but some places *have* started regional planning & providing some services (trash, etc) in a regional fashion. a bigger bureaucracy is not always better - but in a close, geograhic area, it can save a lot of resources.
jonalcoholic:
I can't remember if I have said anything to this post or not, but dude, I can only say drink more. It sucks having to deal with the shit you've described.
hope shit gets better.
hope shit gets better.
Im going to do this journal mostly for me, so I can attempt to better understand a string of events that occured yesterday. Maybe if I write down what happened I can get a much stronger grasp of what happened. But if anyone has any opinions/advice/comments, by all means give it to me.
Yesterday as I was driving my ladyfriend to work a conversation was...
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Yesterday as I was driving my ladyfriend to work a conversation was...
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nocapitalismo:
MY DOG'S NAME IS STEVE 
boundcreature:
you really must. its the fancy edition also has about 1 minute of extra footage in it that makes the ending make a hell of a lot more sense. (unfortunately it also has a thirty-second scene of Conan talking abour fresh blueberries that is so fucking gay that if it were a scene of Arnold kissing a man, it would somehow be less gay).
Sorry I havent been on much this weekend, Im sure you all really missed reading this lame journal. As you can probably guess the trip to Toronto fell through, but there ended up being two medicore parties here so its not like I missed out on any chances to get hammered.
I probably spent at least 60% of the time I was awake this weekend...
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I probably spent at least 60% of the time I was awake this weekend...
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danielle:
yes....meat 
justmee:
Yeah.... because I didn't know what to say!! BUt see... I'm here. So there!
The goddamn server went down..........I had no idea how adicted I was to the internet, more specifically this site. Its sweet to come back and see all sorts of comments.
Its 7:22 now and Im on drink number 2. Ive never STARTED drinking this early, there have been plenty of times where Ive continued to drink at this time from the night before, but never...
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Its 7:22 now and Im on drink number 2. Ive never STARTED drinking this early, there have been plenty of times where Ive continued to drink at this time from the night before, but never...
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india:
yay for the ladyfriend! 
jonalcoholic:
Uhmmm, I just got 1.75 liters of early times scotch for 16$!!! Holy fuck that's a good deal.
I will be drunk tonight.
I will be drunk tonight.
First off, I just want to apologize for yesterday's outburst, I probably shouldn't have been spewing all my hatred and aggression into this public forum. If anyone was offended I am deeply sorry.
Anyhow the trip to Toronto is finally shaping up nicely, to all the people on this site that recommended any places to go, I thank you. If anyone has any last second...
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Anyhow the trip to Toronto is finally shaping up nicely, to all the people on this site that recommended any places to go, I thank you. If anyone has any last second...
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boundcreature:
hippies. ugh. i have nothing more to say about that. i leave you for three days and you degenerate into "hatred and agression" filled "public outbursts."
(shakes head)
the last four days have been REALLY hard for me as far as thinking of her goes. i totally understand the distrust thing and the fear of moving into something too fast. the only thing preventing me from calling her and telling her i love her a million times is the incredible amount of rage and dissapointment hovering precipitously below the surface.
just go slow with the semi-pseudo-hopefully-no-longer-a-hippie girl. if its the real deal it'll work itself out. does she know about your ex?
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(shakes head)
the last four days have been REALLY hard for me as far as thinking of her goes. i totally understand the distrust thing and the fear of moving into something too fast. the only thing preventing me from calling her and telling her i love her a million times is the incredible amount of rage and dissapointment hovering precipitously below the surface.
just go slow with the semi-pseudo-hopefully-no-longer-a-hippie girl. if its the real deal it'll work itself out. does she know about your ex?
[Edited on Jun 30, 2004 3:35PM]
signalnoise:
hahaha ... yes. "use funkdified in a sentence" ... spelling bee humor, always a classic
but is there anything better than making up words - i mean, really?
but is there anything better than making up words - i mean, really?
Over the weekend I was talking to some people and I just now came to the realization of how badly I was betrayed by the ex and some of what I thought were "good friends". I cant even put into words how pissed I am right now, obviously at her for all the ridiculous lying, stealing, betraying and fucking me over she did. But much...
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nocapitalismo:
Man, looks like we're both going through some shit. 14 hours without food is nothing, I've been doing it every day for the past couple weeks, but you definitely need to add alcohol to the mix, I agree. I've been substituting food for chocolate soy milk (ahhh hippy juice!!), cigarettes and alcohol. Ya know I think a part of me actually enjoys feeling like this. 
superflea:
Can't make any cool recommendations on the clubs, alas. I wasn't living in TO in my rock club days.
For cheap restaurants, I love Sushi Time on Bloor Street (there's also one on Queen Street, but I don't like it as much). It's just a bit west of the Spadina subway station. Also, there are a whole stretch of great noodle places on Yonge just south of Bloor. And there is a kickass pizza joint on Queen a couple of blocks west of Spadina, but I can't think of the name of it. That whole stretch is worth the walk, though.
Enjoy your trip, mate!
For cheap restaurants, I love Sushi Time on Bloor Street (there's also one on Queen Street, but I don't like it as much). It's just a bit west of the Spadina subway station. Also, there are a whole stretch of great noodle places on Yonge just south of Bloor. And there is a kickass pizza joint on Queen a couple of blocks west of Spadina, but I can't think of the name of it. That whole stretch is worth the walk, though.
Enjoy your trip, mate!
Is the Mach 3 the best thing in the world or what? If you've used it before you know what Im talking about, if not you have no idea what you're missing. Heres an example 2 days ago when I cut the beard off my face I was out of blades so I used a cheap disposable razor. The closest thing I can equate it...
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superflea:
well, tell me what you're into and i'll tell you what i can recommend.
my area of expertise is music stores (as in instruments, not CDs - I have no idea where all the cool record shops are) and restaurants.
i'd be happy to recommend either, if that's your bag.
my area of expertise is music stores (as in instruments, not CDs - I have no idea where all the cool record shops are) and restaurants.
i'd be happy to recommend either, if that's your bag.
justmee:
ello to you too
Edited to say... nice razor face!!!
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Edited to say... nice razor face!!!
[Edited on Jun 27, 2004 10:57PM]
Ahoy there.
Ok, I sort of blew off my date yesterday. The other night at work I came to the realization that after I had been dumped back in january, I promised myself that I wouldnt be jumping into this mess known as dating anytime soon. I know its been six months, but I realized that Im in no hurry to jump back into any...
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Ok, I sort of blew off my date yesterday. The other night at work I came to the realization that after I had been dumped back in january, I promised myself that I wouldnt be jumping into this mess known as dating anytime soon. I know its been six months, but I realized that Im in no hurry to jump back into any...
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nocapitalismo:
Man, did I ever mention TRUST NO ONE!! ? Well, everything was fine, she was initiating the physical stuff, I was dumb, let her move into my roommate's room downstairs... very close to sex... "I think we should just be friends... that's how i've always felt" WTF? Now if I haven't been used I don't know what the fuck just happened there. 
PS- I can't figure out how to delete a pic from my account here.
PS- I can't figure out how to delete a pic from my account here.
all right. what happened to your first best friend?