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As you may or may not know, I spend my saturdays delivering flowers. It is an ok second job. Anyhow when I got to work today the boss lady handed me an order and said call ECMC (erie county medical center) and make sure this girl is out of intensive care so we can deliver these flowers today. As I take the order from her, I glance down at the "Deliver to" spot on the order form and to my horror see the name of a friend I havent seen in about a year. My stomach immediatly tightened. This wasn't a friend that I had been extremely close with, but a friend I had few meaningful conversations with. And I had always kind of had a crush on this girl as well, which only added to my worry. From that moment until the time I walked into her hospital room I was a nervous wreck. Once I stepped into her room my demeanor didnt get any better. Her family was there along with her boyfriend. As I walk past the curtain to see her my heart was just completely crushed. She was just laying there all these things attached to her. Fortunately she was able to smile and talk a little bit. She had been in a car accident and didnt remember what happened, and said she would be okay. I tried as best I could to be happy, but just seeing her lying there like that really broke me up. I talked to her breifly, wished her well etc. I didnt want to stay long because her family was there and I wanted them to spend time with their daughter/sister. As I was leaving I felt a little relieved knowing that she was going to be ok, but very depressed after seeing what had happened to such a wonderful person. She was one of the nicest, happiest people I had ever met. It really sucks that something like that had to happen to her.

Why I wrote that Im not sure, but it has been eating away at me all day.

Onto more positive things. Possible big party tonight. A friend is having a birthday party, I just need to find somebody to go with. Unfortunately its in the hood, so hopefully nothing bad happens while Im down there.

Ok random survey time:

Drink of choice? Jagermeister

What kind of car do you drive? 1998 Pontiac Grand Prix GTP, 3800 series II engine, supercharged, leather interior, and so much more. (Its my dream car)

Apartment or house? Unfortunately, Im stuck living back at home after the two year apartment experience with the stupid exgirlfriend

Anything else interisting you feel the need to tell me or brag about?

Have a good weekend ladies and gentlemen.