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2coolforschool

buffalo, ny

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Monday Jun 07, 2004

Jun 7, 2004
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Sorry to dissappoint anyone, but I could only dream of coming up with a song this great. I should haved credited the real writer when I put it up on the journal yesterday. Unfortunately, I neglected to do just that in my haste. The song is by a band named Shai Hulud, and it just really describes how I currently feel. For some reason things have been excessively tough lately and it just seemed like a good way to express "myself". So, I appreciate the kind words, but I cannot take credit for those lyrics, I was just using someone else's words to accurately describe how I felt, because it is probably a much better job than I couldve done at the time.

Afraid to turn
But I did and met no maker at all
Only instead the reflection of a rippled self
I may at last see myself as good
In a neutral pond unbiased and real
Depicting only what is true
A distortion my hand has forced
I have created the wake
I may at last see my as good
Paint a false scenario
My life has been a breach of contract and faith
I kid myself
Im kidding myself
I kid myself
Moving through self degregation
I turn to you for appreciation
So help me to help myself
So help to love myself
VIEW 8 of 8 COMMENTS
daniyell:
hey thanks! i am SO happy about working again, and i'm very excited for my set. i hope it turns out!
Jun 9, 2004
nocapitalismo:
Shit man, yer goin' all emo on me, come back to me, COME BACK!! Quick, someone hand this man some alcohol!!
Believe it or not Rollins End of the Silence helped me through a pretty rough time, so did listening to Sheer Terror, Paulie is the saint of love turned vile. Buck up young man, it's all downhill from here wink
Jun 9, 2004

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