2coolforschool

Sorry to dissappoint anyone, but I could only dream of coming up with a song this great. I should haved credited the real writer when I put it up on the journal yesterday. Unfortunately, I neglected to do just that in my haste. The song is by a band named Shai Hulud, and it just really describes how I currently feel. For some reason things have been excessively tough lately and it just seemed like a good way to express "myself". So, I appreciate the kind words, but I cannot take credit for those lyrics, I was just using someone else's words to accurately describe how I felt, because it is probably a much better job than I couldve done at the time.

Afraid to turn
But I did and met no maker at all
Only instead the reflection of a rippled self
I may at last see myself as good
In a neutral pond unbiased and real
Depicting only what is true
A distortion my hand has forced
I have created the wake
I may at last see my as good
Paint a false scenario
My life has been a breach of contract and faith
I kid myself
Im kidding myself
I kid myself
Moving through self degregation
I turn to you for appreciation
So help me to help myself
So help to love myself