OK......I was going to write about how miserable Ive been lately, but somebody changed that, So I guess I cant complain.
Flames Game tonight, was going to go to the Downer to watch but Ill probably save that for the weekend.
I know Ive said it before, but being the designated driver is so annoying and unfun especially after working all day at your shit job.
And perhaps th most amazing part of the weekend: For the past 4 months or so, my buddies and I have been going to varioys bars in Niagara Falls Canada, and last weeken was the first weekend that we actually met girls from Canada that didnt work at where we were. You cant tell me thats not amazing. 4 months of going up there and talking to girls, trying to pick them up and they were all from our side of the border. Finally 4 months later we finally meet some Canadian ladies.
GOOOOOOOOO FLAMES
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LOVE IS THE FALL OF EVERY MAN.....
......or at least me. I dont know what it is about me and the girls Ive dated. Ive been in love twice and both times it was incredible, but that feeling eventually gave way to pain, misery and emptiness. Those times I spent with tose two girls were some of the best of my life, but the problems in each relationship brought about the darkest times in my life. Love is the only time that I will show complete weakness, somehow those girls could control me and manipulate me, and I wa so blinded by love that I didnt even see what was going on. Now, that wasnt the case from the start just the dying days of each relationship. The first one it was an off and on thing which means that it happened 3 different times, and on the second girl whom I was with for 2 1/2 years took 3 months to slowly rip my still beating heart from its resting place in my chest. Both times I had no idea that this was coming, which set me up for an even greater let down. And the emotional stress from each realtionship was alot to bear. The thing is fo some reason I have no problem dealing with physical pain at all, but when it comes to dealing with emotional wounds it just tears me apart even more. And so in my opinion as much as being in love makes me happy, the garbage that will most likely eventually follow is just not worth it right now and I my one true weakness. Maybe someday I can once again get past this but as for now, its much better for my state of mind to stay single. I may not be completely happy, but at least I have a far less chance of becoming an emotional wreck.
Hey if anybodys in the western New York area and wants to see some FUCKING ROCK: Sam Roberts is paying a FREE show on thursday in Lafayette square....its gonna be so awesome......
Flames Game tonight, was going to go to the Downer to watch but Ill probably save that for the weekend.
I know Ive said it before, but being the designated driver is so annoying and unfun especially after working all day at your shit job.
And perhaps th most amazing part of the weekend: For the past 4 months or so, my buddies and I have been going to varioys bars in Niagara Falls Canada, and last weeken was the first weekend that we actually met girls from Canada that didnt work at where we were. You cant tell me thats not amazing. 4 months of going up there and talking to girls, trying to pick them up and they were all from our side of the border. Finally 4 months later we finally meet some Canadian ladies.
GOOOOOOOOO FLAMES
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LOVE IS THE FALL OF EVERY MAN.....
......or at least me. I dont know what it is about me and the girls Ive dated. Ive been in love twice and both times it was incredible, but that feeling eventually gave way to pain, misery and emptiness. Those times I spent with tose two girls were some of the best of my life, but the problems in each relationship brought about the darkest times in my life. Love is the only time that I will show complete weakness, somehow those girls could control me and manipulate me, and I wa so blinded by love that I didnt even see what was going on. Now, that wasnt the case from the start just the dying days of each relationship. The first one it was an off and on thing which means that it happened 3 different times, and on the second girl whom I was with for 2 1/2 years took 3 months to slowly rip my still beating heart from its resting place in my chest. Both times I had no idea that this was coming, which set me up for an even greater let down. And the emotional stress from each realtionship was alot to bear. The thing is fo some reason I have no problem dealing with physical pain at all, but when it comes to dealing with emotional wounds it just tears me apart even more. And so in my opinion as much as being in love makes me happy, the garbage that will most likely eventually follow is just not worth it right now and I my one true weakness. Maybe someday I can once again get past this but as for now, its much better for my state of mind to stay single. I may not be completely happy, but at least I have a far less chance of becoming an emotional wreck.
Hey if anybodys in the western New York area and wants to see some FUCKING ROCK: Sam Roberts is paying a FREE show on thursday in Lafayette square....its gonna be so awesome......
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monkeyboi:
Relationships are my weakness too 
I've been manipulated and taken advantage of and the whole nine , But I thrive on relationships so I guess I have to take the good with the bad. I'm a better person because of my falls and scrapes along the way. Don't give up though. There are some great women out there!!! 
I've been manipulated and taken advantage of and the whole nine , But I thrive on relationships so I guess I have to take the good with the bad. I'm a better person because of my falls and scrapes along the way. Don't give up though. There are some great women out there!!!
tigress:
Thanks for the compliment sweetie. 