just a picture of me lately. sorry i've been a bit out of touch. i have been feeling that way. just needing respite from this world. this online kind of thing. i have started working and am working hard. it is fun and i'm really enjoying myself. i must say thank you to everyone for asking for me. your love is felt and i long to get in touch again to hear your side of things. lucyfur...i didn't know that was you in the store!! cool...i went again with a friend but didn't see you this time. i love the apple raisin muffins there. and hello to melli and nysley and ize and daggs and dats and smthngclever and EVERYONE. i love ya'. i am starting work again tomorrow. we have a company party coming up that should be fun. i think i'm renting a tux for the occasion. i have been crushing out lately on a lot of people that seem to have no destiny for me. i want a new tattoo soon. i went to this experimental music space last night with osh and gigi...it was interesting. i am tired. i have darkroom and silkscreen studio access now. i am starting school this thursday and the new year starts wednesday. i have changed my hair a lot but am settling on something. i am wanting companionship and a kiss. i am tired of touching myself.

much love. i will respond to your comments because they are the best things at the moment. this late night/early morning moment. where we drift from past to future and back. there are a lot of beautiful people in the world. we are lucky. i am feeling more myself, yet trying to figure out what that means. we have lost a family pet recently. please bow your head a moment.

nightmares-thanks for the rad eye candy. irish...where are my kisses? come and see me on your birthday...why don't you?

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