here's my evening post...i'm totally stressed out right now and am going to vent on this thing. i think it'll make me feel better to madly type and get it out into space, like writing stuff down makes me feel better even though i toss the paper somewhere and lose it and all for naught?.
just got home from class in which our prof. let us out early which was cool, he seemed kind of drunk because he was swaggering a little and the topic kept coming back to sex which was even cooler. i am out 'til monday so i'm missing all those days in class and that has me feelin' like this:
i have a paper to write either tonight, tomorrow morning or in new york so which one it gonna' be??
i'm tired and all i wanna' do is go to bed right now. i'm dehydrated despite drinking like 10 glasses of water today and kind of hungry because my dinner consisted of some nasty salty roasted almonds...which are good by any standards except not when that's dinner, know what i'm sayin'?
i have to pack for new york, i'm taking like two changes of clothes only so we'll have to go to some swanky dive ass joints (which i love) and i might be stankin' come end of the weekend. i'm leaving my cell here cuz roaming is like:
which means i'll have to pay my bills on thursday first thing in manhattan from a pay phone or starfuck's somewhere they got wireless...
i hope my neighbor can water my plants and get the mail.
i'm stressin' that i have all this debt and shit and i need to sell my car. i need to do that as soon as the month is through...i'll have to survive with only a motorcycle..sounds much better on the psyche. then i'll have all debts paid except for school which doesn't matter right now cuz i'm not through til 2006.
i have major projects at work tomorrow and still have to go to the gym which means my stinky, sweaty gym clothes will have to be sitting in my bathtub the whole time i'm gone to ny...whateva...
i'm wondering what the point of all the trouble we put ourselves through is...sometimes it just seems so cyclical in a bad way, like roundabout-can't anybody be honest-can't we ever get what we need and be happy with just that w/o having to have more or desire something...always something missing...
i got emails and corresponded with 4 people this week that i was in not so lovely standing with and things are on the mend...i feel happy about that. friends are beauties.
it's good to meet people on this site..i hope something can blossom from some of these connections...
time for mah nightly teetha brushin and mah flossin
-e-
just got home from class in which our prof. let us out early which was cool, he seemed kind of drunk because he was swaggering a little and the topic kept coming back to sex which was even cooler. i am out 'til monday so i'm missing all those days in class and that has me feelin' like this:
i have a paper to write either tonight, tomorrow morning or in new york so which one it gonna' be??
i'm tired and all i wanna' do is go to bed right now. i'm dehydrated despite drinking like 10 glasses of water today and kind of hungry because my dinner consisted of some nasty salty roasted almonds...which are good by any standards except not when that's dinner, know what i'm sayin'?
i have to pack for new york, i'm taking like two changes of clothes only so we'll have to go to some swanky dive ass joints (which i love) and i might be stankin' come end of the weekend. i'm leaving my cell here cuz roaming is like:
which means i'll have to pay my bills on thursday first thing in manhattan from a pay phone or starfuck's somewhere they got wireless...
i hope my neighbor can water my plants and get the mail.
i'm stressin' that i have all this debt and shit and i need to sell my car. i need to do that as soon as the month is through...i'll have to survive with only a motorcycle..sounds much better on the psyche. then i'll have all debts paid except for school which doesn't matter right now cuz i'm not through til 2006.
i have major projects at work tomorrow and still have to go to the gym which means my stinky, sweaty gym clothes will have to be sitting in my bathtub the whole time i'm gone to ny...whateva...
i'm wondering what the point of all the trouble we put ourselves through is...sometimes it just seems so cyclical in a bad way, like roundabout-can't anybody be honest-can't we ever get what we need and be happy with just that w/o having to have more or desire something...always something missing...
i got emails and corresponded with 4 people this week that i was in not so lovely standing with and things are on the mend...i feel happy about that. friends are beauties.
it's good to meet people on this site..i hope something can blossom from some of these connections...
time for mah nightly teetha brushin and mah flossin
-e-
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But I see those pimples hiding under the service just waiting to have their pus milked. Oh goodness.
My sister is doing very well. She started school recently and so has been a bit stressed out as well, working and going to school.
I am working at an HIV clinic as the Research Assistant. I like my job a lot. And after a year now I feel like I know it very well. What I am doing is totally different from other things I have done.
Why are you going to NY? I haven't yet been, but hope to soonish.
I am excited about going to London. I haven't been out side of the US really.
Woo hoo
I havent been to the US at all. No time, no money but that will change. I'd love to go to SF! And down the coast there... rent a car or something, go with someone. kentucky? hehe! i think of kentucky i think... country, chickens, i don't know why... sounds cool with a farm! I love nature. I'm not so much for big cities, I love to visit but then I want something else... as my "ground". I will look it up!
My boyfriends band is called Nasum. Their new album is released on Relapse Records in the US this month and it's called Shift. Have fun in NY! / ingela