2bit_sapiens

Glad to see you are having fun.

Missed you at the party.

Hey sorry I havent responded havent been online, too much to do, I have alot to do, finish all my 'exams' and grades now until the end of december, and then a short brake and then back to school again I won't have time for anything else than school til may 2005! it's horrible! I've studied this whole evening and now I must go to bed, I must get up early tomorrow for a 3 hour long mathclass. I can't speak math in english, too bad... maybe I'll find out the words so I can tell you what the hell I'm doing so what are you doing back home? what do you work with?

that is one of the most powerful things i have ever read. may i borrow part of it to paste into my own (real) journal to read at later dates for inspiration? i'm truly touched.

i was only in the city for 2 days so i didn't get as much of a glimpse as you did. and my uncle (with whom i stayed) lives in a cute little apartment in queens, so i didn't quite get the same taste as you in that aspect either. we mostly drove around the city. two days in nyc is like being given a minute to describe the history of the united states. sure, i have pictures of lincoln center and 5th avenue Louis Vuitton, and we went to the Statue of Liberty and Ellis Island... but we didn't get to even peer at the WTC site (it was behind thick green chain-link fences and there was nowhere to stop), we didn't walk through times square. i saw so much, but missed the essence of the city.

i think that if you grew up in the city, of course a city is a city is a city. but if you grew up where i grew up, every city is completely different. i learn each city from the beginning. they all have their own infrastructure and it's all unique to me. perhaps i just haven't visited enough cities for long enough periods of time. who knows, i'm very naive. all i know is that what you say about nyc is completely true. and it makes me sad for those who yearn to be there, also for those who are trapped there thinking it's the way life is everywhere.

i'm so jealous! i loved the city when i was there. we were only there for 2 nights so we missed A LOT but it was great while it lasted.

have they started erecting that freedom tower thing that's going in the place of the WTC buildings?

what do we all think about that?

sup liz....Hope your havin' a blast. Miss you...... Give me a halar when you get back and will put you in the mix.

Jus got a new power supply...cool Beans.

hey hon. for you... one of my poetic masterpieces
this is the only thing worth sharing in here. i have a few others on my homepage if you're interested

Your kiss is so gentle you could fool anyone
The ripples of shivers and shudders you force-feed me
make me question where you learned it;
where you obtained this power to control a girl

This feeling is unfailing when the lights are out
I can't help but let you confuse the hell out of me
you are on top of me and I can't even think
I guess it doesn't really matter what's underneath

You cover me as though you were a blanket:
thick, rugged, dense, you hide my body well
You've taken me over; I no longer care to wonder
about your reflection that shines back in the mirror

I guess I should go back to when we met and how
Even though it was only moments ago,
I could swear I've known you for a lifetime -
a hundred years of hanging your coat at the door

It was dark like your eyes and I couldn't see your face
it didn't matter - I still can't even tell who you are
it's all the same to me, whatever you are
I'll find out when it comes to that, I suppose

You breathe life into me with your silent motions
all I can think is only a man can be this quiet,
but only a woman can make me feel like this
and to this fact I am still at a loss for words

You spread me open and my apprehensions take flight
these pulsing sensations steal the blood from my veins
replaced by perspiration-drenched desire, each motion
blackmails my breath and makes me forget what matters

For the whole of this experience, it's been solely about me
I'm completely flustered, wondering about what's still hidden
Haven't you kept me waiting long enough yet?
I reach down and am dumbfounded when I realize...

happy reading

hello, welcome to sg. you showed up in my dating thingamajig and we seem to have a lot in common so I thought I'd drop you a line.

You are so sweet to say I look like a scarry porcelain doll. That's one of the best compliments I have ever gotten!
But I see those pimples hiding under the service just waiting to have their pus milked. Oh goodness.

My sister is doing very well. She started school recently and so has been a bit stressed out as well, working and going to school.

I am working at an HIV clinic as the Research Assistant. I like my job a lot. And after a year now I feel like I know it very well. What I am doing is totally different from other things I have done.

Why are you going to NY? I haven't yet been, but hope to soonish.

I am excited about going to London. I haven't been out side of the US really.

Woo hoo

thanks, i'll check my email later. yes, i'm born and raised in sweden. the north = stockholm? nooooo, stockholm is in the south. the north is above the town sundsvall. look at a map. that part of the country above sundsvall is called "norrland" often, some people claim norrland is even more north up. i lived in Ume before I moved down here, 2 hours from Stockholm. Norrland is fantastic, much better than the south of Sweden. Norrland got it all, beautiful people, nature, bands, art, culture, I love it. More about it later, I'll write you back (email) not here it's going to bee too long and I don't want everyone to read it. Thats what you got emails for right. It's not winter yet, but in November-December it's going to be snow here and there here but from december to april it's kind of winter in Sweden. The spring comes earlier in the south - the only good thing here I'd say.

I havent been to the US at all. No time, no money but that will change. I'd love to go to SF! And down the coast there... rent a car or something, go with someone. kentucky? hehe! i think of kentucky i think... country, chickens, i don't know why... sounds cool with a farm! I love nature. I'm not so much for big cities, I love to visit but then I want something else... as my "ground". I will look it up!

My boyfriends band is called Nasum. Their new album is released on Relapse Records in the US this month and it's called Shift. Have fun in NY! / ingela

oh yeah, and my dog's a yellow lab. i have pics of him in my folders...

Hey, enjoy NY, miss that place and I've only ever been twice! Could live there if it wasn't for the fact that a) I live here, b) I have no job, therefore I have no money and no means to support me and my kids if I did move and c) I'd miss all my friends over here. But it's still a pipedream, maybe one day..........................

Smooches
Michelle xx

I've been doing really well. We performed the last 2 tuesdays in a row, and both performances went really well. Betty and I have some new very silly routines.

Our next performance will be back at the Lexington on 10/22. It is another student showcase. I think I will do a solo that night.

Then on 10/26 we are performing at the Speakeasily again for the halloween show.

Other then that everything is going well. I had my 1 year review at work at it went very well.

Now I just need to get over this cold.

WOW: I really want to go to Natal! But it's damn expesive with hotels there... I've been checking them all out. The flying tickets arent so expensive but with the hotels... it would be fantastic to have somewhere to live. How come you're so lucky you got a house there? Wow!

Everyone says Sweden got high suicide rate but it's not really true. Anymore. Maybe for 10000 years ago. Sure, some people take their lives but it's not that many. But one thing really sucks in this country and that is the alcohol tradition. I'm straight edge / drugfree, and that's really something I stand for. Esp if you live here where people don't seem to know what to do for fun if they arent really, really drunk.

They work all week and then get DRUNK every weekend. That's really tragic and people say to me sometimes "I dont really like it, but if I dont drink I dont have any friends". I'm glad almost all of my punkrock / socialist / sweetheart friends are drugfree. It's easier if you're not alone.

I'll get back to you later, I just got up from bed and it's 12! Gotta take a shower and get out to get some lunch.

what was that about a wooby? yeah i have a puffy, it's great! hehe. what are your friends names, how old, and when do i get to meet them? haha. i've been in the area for about two years, but have only lived in portland for a little over a month. i have been going to USM since jan. 2003.

you can't post multiple entries in one day? first i heard... but then again i've never really tried. i've done more than one though... hmm