21voltz

going to NYC for the rangers v. lightning game. yay. it'll be on versus so you should watch it. haha. i'm pretty friggin excited.

"oh how i loved you, the pain won't go away
oh when i need you, you're always so far away"

Iced Earth


it's been about a year and a half and i'm still not feeling right. i can't remember the last time that i was actually happy for more than a day at a time. this empty feeling needs to go away. it's so much...
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tomorrow is going to suck.

who wants to fix my back?

like anyone reads this...

so i got an email from SG saying somone reactivated my account so i get a free ride for 3 months. i'm sure it's a ploy to get me to rejoin. i got a little catching up to do.

and it's been a year to the day since the last blog i made...go figure.

i wish i could go back in time and correct one giant mistake that i made. the fact that i can't might haunt me forever.

"I can feel my life is changing

i can feel my heart is jaded"


"Now I'm stuck between a rock and nowhere

with nothing

with no one"


i swear mudvayne always knows just how i'm feeling.

i don't know what to do anymore. do i want to keep a wonderful friendship or lose it because i cannot handle it without hurting. my heart really is...
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everything will change but love remains the same.....

that couldn't be more true right now.

maybe it's just a phase but i feel like i'm slowly losing my best friend.

i hate it.

and on another note, i think my first ex got married. that's fine, i don't care, i'm over her and have since moved on to love someone else but it just makes me feel like shit. i'm back to being single and am stuck in the same...
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going to NYC tomorrow to see Iced Earth and i can't wait. should be an incredible show

then my local hockey team's home opener is on friday. it's looking to be the best 2 days i've had in months.