Sometimes, no most of the time have this enormous urge to put down the right thing; to make someone laugh, to bring a smile. A thought which might encourage an open line of comunication through other journals. Being aware that others have a style that is fitted for them but a thing that evades me. One thing for sure is my hesitance to become engrossed with self, me, I ... for now sit and type, hoping and wishing for a torrential storm of wit to jot down. One question if you dont mind me asking ... What thing(s) add spice to keep your interest in coming back? For me it is the content of the words that draws me to a journal; something that a person has expressed that arouses me to expose more about me and yet not becoming so creepy about it. All in all you have put something down previously that has caused me too 
J/K