1luneywolf

The one thing that really scares the shit out of me is zombies, and yet I love them, I wish the world were engulfed in a zombie apocalypse, you know? People have to learn to live somehow, and it seems like only in times of great crisis or strife do we really live.

Don't get me wrong, I don't live in a fantasy world where people would come back from the dead and munch on your intestines, but wouldn't it be great if it really did happen?

So, I was going to write something meaningful, but I came to a realization recently. Happyness can't be a goal of life mainly because happyness is a side effect of a goal, that is to say... you do something to be happy, you can't be happy for no reason unless you are fucked in the head, albeit I know a lot of people are. So, choosing happyness as a life goal is fucked, cause you can't be happy if your goal in life is the side effect of a goal, happyness doesn't just appear out of the blue, its intagable, its a never ending hole, happyness as a goal is a hole in time space, a BLACK HOLE! Fuck.

Ok, im kinda losing it today cause i forgot to write something in my checkbook and the bank hit me up for 300 dollars, what the fuck! I bit the shit out of my tongue, if i wanted it pierced I would go to a professional, what the fuck is it doing between my teeth anyway, and finally i spilled coke all over myself in the middle of work, not the sniff sniff kind, the drinkie drinkie kind, you damn coke fiends.

Good fucking fuck.

Fuck is such a good word, its... amazing.

good... bad... im the guy with the gun.